Boku No Hero Academia The Musical: Closing Curtain

COULD HE BE TOYUA?

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Todoroki's pov

WAIT

I look at the window after hearing the noise.

"What's wrong todoroki?" Uraraka asked.

"I thought I heard something" I thought I heard Izu. He was yelling and scared. I try to get back to organizing but the scream just keeps repeating over and over. I need to look around out there or this will bug me. Go outside

"I'll be back" I say while leaving the room. I walk into side and by Izus window. There's something on the ground? I reach down and pick it up. Is it a scrap of fabric? It looks like it was ripped off something? Why is it out here? I would've noticed it when I came in. Someone was here! But..who? You know who There's some blood on the corner. I'll bring it in to get tested tomorrow.

"Shoto! Dinners ready!!" Ms Bakugou says from the doorway. I go in with her and sit down at the table. Ms Midoriya isn't here. It must be one of her bad days.

"So Ms Bakugou, how is your husband doing?" Iida askes.

"He's doing well thank you, it's katsuki I'm worried about" she says somely. Poor Kacchan

"Inko and I have been close since high school, when we had our boys we hung out even more so it made Sensei that they were friends" giggles come from the small voice in my head well friends is a loose term.

"I remember the first time I ever saw little Izuku," she sighs.

"His smile was so bright even if he was crying he would be smiling. Inko and I used to joke that he cried so he could be by his mom some more that's why he kept smiling" ...even as a baby he was still a cuddle seeking mischievous- weenie. 

"Katsuki on the other hand was a little devil," Uraraka snorts and some milk comes out of her nose.

"Only time we got either of them to calm down was when they were with each other" I'm not jealous I'm not jealous I'm not jealous I'm not jealous-the oven beeps and Ms Bakugou gets up to grab the food.

"After Hisashi left, Katsuki became Izuku's idol," Inko says from the doorway. I'm glad she's feeling better.

"He looked up to almight but it wasn't like he could talk to him" she sits down next to me and sighs.

"Katsuki was the one he could really look up to," the mothers laugh. As Ms counselor would say, my friends and I would be the perfect example of the five stages. Uraraka is experiencing denial. Bakugou is in the denial, anger, and bargaining stages. Most of my friends are nearing the acceptance stage like iida and kirishima. Inko is somewhere between depression and acceptance. I'm still in shock which I guess means I haven't had processing time. Supposedly it's because of past trauma.

The human brain protects itself from things like fear or pain by creating alternative things to feel or by not feeling at all. It's like I know he's dead. It's ok not to feel anything it's just a way of processing you're normal I know I'm supposed to be sad. But, I can't. I can't cry, I can't do anything other than nod and say I'm ok. The love of my life died in my arms and I can't feel anything towards him. It's ok

"Shoto are you ok?" Inko asked while shaking me out of my thoughts.

"Y-yeah I'm fine just thinking"the piece of fabric feels like it's burning a hole in my pocket. It's something important and it's gonna bug me.

"I'm sorry I gotta go" I say while standing up.

"Thank you for the meal," I say. I leave the house in a rush and run to the school. I need to get this blood tested