Pathetic Ugly Sick
Three horrible words are enough to put me down for a whole lifetime
But I'll shake off and pretend I'm not hurt
With everyday that passes my confidence lowers and I hate myself more
Ill try to shake it off again in order to survive my days and try not to think about all what they said
Everyday that passes I become closer to be nothing at all
Pathetic Ugly Sick
I'll think about them every morning when I wake up
And I'll skip looking at the mirror
Because I dont want to see my ugly ruined face
I'll shut my mind off and walk till the day ends
And with everynight that passes away
I think about them more till they became craved in my mind
Pathetic Ugly Sick
Is what I see when I look in the mirror now
Pathetic Ugly Sick
Is what I see when I look at my skin
I swear I see all the letters craved on it
With everyday that passes they get bigger and darker
They're filling up every corner of my body
And they're a good reminder when I come back to loving myself again
All the letters will scream and tell me who I really am
I am nothing now but the words they said
I am nothing but
Pathetic Ugly Sick
Then the girl will come and tell me otherwise but what should I do when all their screams keep me reminded that I cant be nothing more than
Pathetic Ugly Sick
-About mean people and the confidence that I have none of it-
YOU ARE READING
This Is For You
PoetryEvery part of this, is about someone/something that went through my life, and changed/affected me, even a little bit -and some fucked up thoughts- Every part has a diffrent story Date of starting: August 4th, 2020 Date of finishing: Nov 21th, 2020
