April

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I wonder what should I write about you
I wonder what should I tell

Should I write about all the times you screwed me over?
Should I write about all the times you made me feel happy till I couldn't feel the ground beneath my feet?
Should I write about all the times you said that you are sorry?
I Think I should write about the last time you said it
And sorry never hurt me that much before

I wonder what should I write about you
I wonder what should I tell
Should I wirte about how much I liked you?
and how much it hurts, thinking about you?
Thinking about the time when you left in a sad April night
And I've never seen April that blue before
Should I write about how much I hated you when you left?
And I couldn't forgive you till now nor forget you
 
And I wish I could give you all the letters I've written to you
And I'm afraid you'd laugh at me
I wish I could give you May 3rd
letter
But I keep locking it in my closet
And I wish I could give you all the letters.

for The 1975 lover.

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