I wanted to know her
Just to know what you like
And I said it on an April night
I wouldn't talk to her
If you didn't force me
And yes I didn't want it
Because I knew she's bad and she'll ignore me
I keep telling my freinds how much she's cool
But the truth is she ain't cool unless she's with you
And I couldn't control the fantasies I'm having about you and her making out
I am sorry I lied to you when I said you turned me on
Because I didn't know what it was
I still don't know what happened to me that night
But it wasn't what I told you
And I wish you can read this
so you'd know what I feel about you
And I wanted her in my life
Just so I can know more about you
But I just ended up losing both
She ignored me twice
And I'm all over it now
I haven't loved her I swear
She was the only tool
So I could know you more
But now both of you are gone anyway
And I didn't care about her as much as I cared about you
I might stare at her for a while
But you are what I see when I stare
And I wish I could dare and make you mine.
For The 1975 lover
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The sunflowers lover.
YOU ARE READING
This Is For You
PoetryEvery part of this, is about someone/something that went through my life, and changed/affected me, even a little bit -and some fucked up thoughts- Every part has a diffrent story Date of starting: August 4th, 2020 Date of finishing: Nov 21th, 2020
