To be or Not to be

Messed up.

You shot me in the heart.
Made me lose all faith.
You made me give up.
Made me feel pain.
You broke me down.
Tore me apart.
You made me cry.
Made me see the lies.
Cause I'm not good enough, not even close.
You'll never let me back, close to you.

I never saw the world.
As others saw the light.
I never remembered names.
So the others just fly.
I can't fly away.
Like others do from me.
I'm bound to the dark.
While others meet their faith.
I don't have one.
Since I threw it away.
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I made the thing in the photo in the snow this morning...