Jeffmads Stories

I Got No Regrets (2)

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️
I want it to be more surprising but if you are sensitive to more violent/dark things don't read please, continue at your own risk

JAMES POV

It had been a few weeks since Thomas fought me. We both healed up though I still had some cuts. Throughout those weeks I spent time with his younger sister Lucy, she was so sweet and kind, pretty too. I absolutely loved her, the same way I felt about Thomas. I was bisexual and I knew it. Lucy and I study together, she's only a year younger but she knows quite a lot. Not as smart as Thomas but she clearly is more drivin.

One day we where in her room both sitting on her bed. As we wrote I looked over at her and stared. (Fun fact, men spend 1 year of their life in total staring at women) she looked back at me and our eyes met each other's gaze. I made the move, we kissed. I just kissed Thomas' sister. OH SHIT.

It felt so wrong, it felt so right, don't mean I'm in love tonight! But I fucking am!!!! I just got the girl. We started making out. My hands found her back, she was in a white lace dress, my right hand slowly slid up her thigh, gently squeezing it. I pulled away and smiled at her.

"Lemme smash?"
Lol no
"You wanna continue?"

"Yes yes yes please James!"

"Okay okay relax, we can fuck."

I'm not gonna write this smut because I'm just like not here for it but if you want it I'll do it

And that's how it started. Everyday I'd go to their house we'd fuck. It was fun. She started to wear more revealing undergarments, but always wore a dress, she was just elegant that way.

We where both sitting here, kissing and touching. Her dress was already off as I started to feel her left breast. I unbuckled my pants as she laid down on the bed. They started fucking just leave it at that

THOMAS POV DRAMA TIME

I had finally arrived home, my days usually consisted of fucking someone or working on things outside of my house and school, that meant that I got home about 1-2 hours later than everyone else. I walked though the door to see Lafayette and Hercules watching some stupid movie. I waved at them and put in my headphones, turning on some of my favorite songs while I started making my way upstairs to my room. I was starting to do my usual routine, feed/walk Draco, help mother, check on Lucy, check on Sally, check on Mariah, check on Gilbert, check on Wendy, check on George, do my homework, watch some porn. Life was good.

I had just finished feeding and walking my sweet doggy Draco. He was the best doggy ever. I then went to our mothers room to help her get out of bed. She was depressed after our dad had died. She didn't do anything anymore, so it was kinda on me to take care of the family. Everyone was old enough to feed themselves but I kinda turned into the father figure, or as The youngest, Sally, called me "A fucking piece of shit slut with no purpose." We weren't on good terms.

I began to make my way to Lucy's room, walking to the beat I opened the door, I didn't knock cause she knows I do this everyday around the same time. I looked in and saw something so repulsive I almost threw up. Lucy caught my eye and started freaking out. I quickly shut the door screaming "Oh my god Lucy what the fuck!" I turned off the music and walked away to my room. Lucy barged in and looked at me, guilt filling her eyes.

"Lucy what the fuck?! I'm fine with you having sex and all that but JAMES MADISON? REALLY?!"

"Thomas I know I'm sorry it's not exactly how you think. He doesn't like me in that type of way. He doesn't want a relationship out of me he just sees me as a hookup!"

I could hear the pain in her voice when she said that but Lucy would never lie to me. She also has this weird thing of just knowing what people think and feel.
"Lucy it's not your fault he's just not my favorite person right now. If you want to do that with him it's fine no biggy just be safe I don't want to be a grandfather anytime soon."

"You'd be an uncle."

I smiled at her and gave her a little hug. She left the room and someone else walked in.

"James get out."

"Thomas listen to me-"

"JAMES GET THR FUCK OUT!!!"
I didn't mean to yell but the anger overcame me

"THOMAS WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?!"

"WHATS MY PROBLEM?!?! YOU JUST FUCKED MY SISTER!"

"ITS NOT A BIG DEAL!!!"

"YES IT FUCKING IS ITS MY GOD DAMN SISTER AND YOU FUCKING WHERE MY BOYFRIEND AND THEN WE BREAK UP AND I GET TO WALK IN ON MY EX BOYFRIEND FUCKING MY LITTLE SISTER!!!!"

"Thomas grow up."

"DONT YOU TELL ME TO GROW UP I-"

"THOMAS STOP!!!"

I stopped. I was seconds away from punching him.

"Thomas you're just making a fool of yourself. Yell at me all you want it won't change anything."

"James you fucking ruin my life. Every second you're here my life gets worse. First you break my heart. Then you fight me. Then you fuck my sister. Do you not get it? All you ever do is ruin everything, and you don't even realize you're the problem."

"IM NOT THE PROBLEM!!!"

"YES YOU FUCKING ARE GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS!!!!"

"You're a piece of shit Thomas."

I took him by the hand and started dragging him out. On our way down we just kept screaming at each other.

I could see everyone gathered around to watch it happen, Lafayette hugged all the children closely, I could see Lucy crying. I could see all of them crying, even Sally who hated me. It was like watching parents go though a divorce.

"THOMAS YOU FUCKING SUCK KILL YOURSELF THATD MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER YOU DO NOTHING HELPFUL YOURE HOPELESS YOU DAD DOESNT LOVE YOU THATS WHY HE DIED TO GET AWAY FROM SUCH A FAILURE OF A SON"

That hit differently. Tears filled my eyes and I looked at him.

"Kill myself?"

"Do you you bitch. Do everyone a favor and pull the trigger."

I smiled and started laughing. I started laughing like a maniac. I laughed my way to the kitchen. I laughed my way to a knife. I laughed as I cut my arm and wrist clean open. I laughed as I watched the blood pour from my arm. I laughed as I watched them in horror. I started screaming laughing. I walked over to James, held the knife of to his face and licked the blood off it in a sexual way, following it up with biting my lip.

"You make me sick." James said

I laughed even more. I laughed so hard at that. I felt Lafayette grab the knife out of my hand. I already had scars on my arms. I cut myself all the time. It just wasn't noticeable.

"James leave this house and never come back." Lafayette said.

I laughed sinister laugh. He ran out and Lafayette slapped me. I moaned grossing Lafayette out.

"You're a fucking pig Thomas."

"You know it daddy~"

He patched my arm up and put me in my bed to rest.