Jeffmads Stories

Im Sad I Know You (2)

                 ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️

THOMAS POV

                Something inside me broke. I don't know what happened to me, there's voices. They're screaming at me, I've lost my sanity, I can't help but laugh. I did what my dad did. I'm turning into him, I'm acting like him. I've lost it just like him, he went insane. I wonder if he's netter now? I walked around the house trying to think of something to do, I got hungry and decided to eat. I walked into the kitchen and saw the knife I cut myself with.

Do it

Do it

Do it

Do it

Do it

No I won't cut myself again. I'm done with that.

No you're not. You like it, don't cut yourself kill yourself

What no way! I don't want to die!

You wanna leave don't you? That's your only way out. Do it

No I can't do that to my family

They don't love you. Sally says that all the time. Your mother doesn't even want to take care of you. Nobody likes you, everyone left you. They're all out without you. Having fun.

You're right

I'm right. Say it again.

You're right

I'm right. So do it

I will

Then do it

I put the knife in my hand. I held it on the counter with the blade straight up. Time stopped. I could only hear the faint screams of my family telling me not to do it. I saw just a blurry image of Lafayette running to me. I took a deep breath in. Heard music, soft sweet music as memories played of me and my life. I saw everyone laughing and crying. I was shown the ups and downs of everything, I was shown my life to until now. With that, I breathed out and began to move my head down. Time started again, everything got louder and everything became clear. It was to late to stop, but that's okay, I lived my life how I wanted and now I chose no more pain. I felt the blade go straight through my head. With that, everything went black.

LAFAYETTE POV

I was there to see it. Everything froze for just a moment. I was sitting on the couch when I turned around to see Thomas with a knife pointed up. Fear filled my body, I got up and ran over screaming "THOMAS DONT" but I wasn't fast enough. I didn't look in time. I let him die right behind me. My body went cold as I watched him fall to the ground.

He laid there, his eyes full and grey showing the loss of life. Blood pours from his head and mouth. I grabbed and held his motionless body in my arm. My brother is gone, this is it. I'll never get to hear his sweet voice again. I don't get to watch him laugh and smile. I won't ever get to see him again. He's now just a memory. That's it, he's a memory.

I started screaming, tears falling down my face. I had to get him to the hospital. I dragged him into the car as we made our way to the hospital.

THOMAS POV

I was in my kitchen. I looked around to see nobody was there. Everything was quiet, still. I looked around again to see something new. A little boy sat there, maybe 10, on the counter. He was pale with black hair, a ripped black shirt, cropped ripped black pants and small black wings. He eyes where a mix of black and grey. He smiled and waved at me.