Note: this story has self harm and depression. Please if you need help please get help I love you all and I hope y'all stay safe. (This is kinda a remake for me because I made this story a long time ago and for some reason it just doesn't exist anymore. Idk why but why not just remake it. And when I say a long time ago it was like the second story in the book. Anyways enjoy.)
———Y/N POV———
(The night before)
I was on my bed with my ear buds in listening to music because why not, and I don't have anything better to do. As I'm listening to music the volume was all the way up so I'm not able to hear anything.My mother bust into the room and yells. But I couldn't hear what she said but it was probably sum stupid. I suddenly feel one of my glass decorations crash against me from across the room.
I take the ear buds off and in pain. "STOP BLASTING MUSIC YOU BASTERD!" She sighed. "School starts tomorrow get to bed now." She then left before I could say anything. I cleaned up the glass and went to bed. I wake up hours later to an alarm clock.
Like normal I change into casual clothes, such as a hoodie and ripped jeans. I brushed my hair and everything. I walk downstairs to grab my bag and I was off to school. On the way to school I watched those five boys walk by on the other side of the road. The five where Kenny, Kyle, Eric, butters for some reason, and the one and only Stan marsh.
I know I shouldn't like him but it's hard not to. The bad part was that he was in a relationship with Wendy. She never really liked me. Soon enough we get to the school. I get to class and i sit down in the back away from everyone. The day was normal and lonely like always. Time skip to the class before lunch. I was sitting there and i look over at Stan.
His black soft looking hair. His skin looked so soft. I should mention his—. My thoughts where cut off by the teacher talking. " Y/n is everything okay back there. Does Stan have something interesting to make you stare at him." I blushed and sunk down into my seat and said "no sorry" he continued with the lesson. I soon start to get hot in the hoodie but I couldn't do anything bout it.
The reason I wear hoodies even on hot days is I cut. I know it's bad it's unhealthy but I don't really give a damn. I know my family doesn't really care nor anybody else but I don't need anybody knowing and making my life any harder than it already is. I just sink down into my seat like I was before and look out the window to wast time in class. The bell rings and I stand up and everyone was out out of the class going to lunch. Other than a group of girls and of course it was Wendy, Bebe, and Red. "Hey ya little slut!" Said by Bebe.
Wendy walks over by me and pushes me to the ground. She pulled me up slightly by my hoodie. "You will listen to me closely and clearly alright? You are going to stay away from my boyfriend! If you get within 10 feet from him I'll spread so many rumors that will ruinen your already pathetic life. GOT IT?" I nodded my head in fear. She lets go of me and leaves. I start to tear up and I run to the bathroom. (TW cutting coming up) I run into a stall balling my eyes out. My life is already horrible so why not make it worse. Oh fuck it I don't give a shit anymore. I pull the razor out my packet and pull my sleeves up. One cut, two cut, three cut and so on.
———Stan POV———
We left the class room on the way to lunch. We get there and I remember I forgot sum in the class room "Yo Kyle I forgot something I'll be back." Kyle turns around and says "Oh ok dude." Then he continued walking. I turn back walking to the class and I seen Y/n run out. Wait wasn't she staring at me in class earlier. But I didn't really mind.To be honest I like Y/n and I know she's like the quiet kid and all but like still she's cute and more. Yes I'm dating Wendy but that's only because she black males me to date her because how desperate she it. Anyways I walk to the bathroom starting to get worried because I hear someone balling there eyes out. I nock at the door. "Hey Y/n? Are you alright in there?" The crying started to turn a bit quieter. "Shit Stan! Please just go and leave me the hell alone." I got even more worried so I got curious and looked under the door a little. I was shocked on what I saw. "ARE YOU CUTTING YOURSELF!" I get up and start throwing my body at the door trying to get it open.
Finally after a couple try's the door flys open almost hitting Y/n. I fall to the floor and I grab the razor. "STAN WHAT THE HELL!" I hold pressure at there arms. "Why?" I said quietly starting to cry. "It doesn't matt-" "YES IT DOES now why the hell would you do this?" I said cutting them off. "Wendy..." y/n paused. "She threatened me and told me to stay away from you. Because I like you an-" once more I cut them off but this time with a kiss. "Wendy is the reason why your doing this?" They nodded there head.
I bandaged them up and I ran to the cafeteria where i knew Wendy was. I walked in lookin all pissed and Wendy stands up to make sure I'm okay. But without really thinking much I punched her right there in front of everyone. Look I know i shouldn't hit girls but this seems like a good time to. "Wendy we are over. And DONT get near y/n ever again!" I ran back out grabbed Y/n and brought them home with me to clean up those cuts and all.
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