I called the police and they came pretty quickly
Police officer: what happened
You: I hired a babysitter to watch my siblings and she called me today telling me that my brother is gone and my sister said they went to the park and drove back to the house and jay wasn't in the park but when they went back to the park he was gone
Police officer: how long has he been gone
You: I got the phone call today but I don't know for sure, Lyssa how long has he been gone
Lyssa: about 2 or 3 days
You: WHAT
Police officer: ma'am please calm down we will find him
You: o-ok
Nick hugged me to calm me down and it worked and the police officer called more officers over they came we told them what happened and they left to go look for jay
20 minutes later
We're all just sitting on the couch in silence
Avani: there gonna find them ally
You: WHAT IF THEY FIND HIM DEAD HUH NONE OF YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THAT HES MY LOTTLE FUCKING BROTHER AND HES FUCKING GONE BUT NONE OF YOU KNOW HOW THIS FEELS BECAUSE YOY STILL HAVE YOUR FUCKING SIBLINGS AND JUST SK YOU KNOW IF THEY FIND HIM DEAD IM KILLING MYSELF
Nick came up to me and hugged me but I no pushed him away
Nick: there gonna find him and he's gonna be alive and healthy
Then there was a knock on the door and I opened the door and saw a police officer holding jay and jay had bruises all over him and his eyes were closed
Police officer: we found him dead and there is nothing we can do
As soon as he said that my heat broke into a million pieces and everyone looked at me
Nick: ally don't do it
I ran upstairs to my room and locked the door I heard banging but I ignored it then I heard the police officers coming and I knew they would bust the door down so I grabbed the sharpest blade I had and I jumped out my window and ran to a bridge and I got to the bridge and I cut myself and then I got on the bridge and stood up about to jump but then I heard people coming and j saw nick and everyone else
Nick: ALLY PLEASE DONT DO IT I NEED YOU
you: I can't live without my brother
I was about to jump but then I felt someone e grabbed me and I turned around and saw Bryce
You: LET ME GO
Bryce: no you can't do this to yourself
You: WELL I CANT LIVE WITHOUT MY BROTHER
then it got quiet
You: MY WHOLE KOFE ITS ALWAYS BEEN MY SISTER AND BROTHER BEING MY BESTFRIENDS FOR MY WHOLE LIFE MY DAD WAS NEVER AROUND BECAISE OF WORK AND NEITHER WAS MY MOM BECAUSE SHE LEFT US AND I HAVE ALWAYS TAKEN CARE OF MY SIBLINGS LIKE THEY WERE MY OWN KIDS I LOVE THEM I SHOULD HAVE NEVER LEFT MY HOUSE I SHOILD HAVE JIST STAYED SO MY BROTHER WOULD STILL BE ALIVE BUT NO MY BROTHER IF DEAD HES GONE DEAD AND I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW HE DIED AND I JUST HATE MY LIFE SO JUST LET ME DIE
Nick: NO WAHT ABOUT US AND YOUR SISTER YOU CANT JUST LEAVE JS ALL BEHIND
I kicked Bryce in his balls
You: ALL OF YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE EXEPT FOR LYSSA
I ran away and went to a different bridge and I cried and then I stood up about to jump and I saw everyone again
Avani: please don't do it Bebe
I ignored avani and I jumped
Nicks POV
She did it she actually jumped
Nick: CALL AN AMBULANCE NOW WE NEED AN AMBULANCE
Avani called the ambulance and they came and put ally in the ambulance and we all drove to the hospital and when we got there they had already rushed her into a room and a few minutes later they came out and we went up to them
Doctor: ok she is going to be ok she is just going to need surgery but there's a slight chance 1,2,3 or all of the things might happen to her
Nick: and what are those
Doctor: she can't talk she can't walk and she won't remember anything except from when she was 5 years old
Nick: so she wouldn't remember me
Avani: or me
Doctor: I'm afraid so but it could be way worse if all of those things happen at the same time
Avani: why
Doctor: because a all the pain plus all the medication is not good which can cause a serious heart failure which would kill her so we just need to make sure this surgery goes good and that she hopefully survives but don't worry she's in good hands and we are gonna make sure she is ok if it's the last thing we do
Nick: t-thank y-you
I said as my breath hitched and I felt tears build up in my eyes and o ran out the hospital crying and I sat on a bench outside the hospital and avani came
Avani: nick she's gonna be ok
Nick: I know she is she's a fighter but I just feel like I could have prevented this and that I caused this
Avani: nick you did not cause this
Nick: I WAS THE ONE WHO TOLD HER TO GO ON THE DAMN TRIP TO THE HYPE HOUSE
Avani: BUT STILL YOU DIDNT CAUSE THIS YOU NEVER KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN
Nick: I'm sorry for yelling at you
Avani: it's ok Nicholas Robert Austin
Then avani looked at me and kissed me and I kissed her back but then I pulled away really quick
Nick: WOAH WOAH WOAH WHY DID YOU DO THAT
Avani: DO WHAT NICKY
Nick: KISS ME YOU HAVE A FUCKING BOYFRIEND AND I HAVE Y/N
Avani: shhh nick I know you liked it
Nick: your fucking sick
I ran into the hospital and ryland ran towards me
Ryland: her eyes opened
I pushed Ryland out the way and ran to her room and saw her
Nick: Y/N
You: hey nick
Nick: never do that again please
I said hugging her
You: no promises
Nick: can I tell you something
You: anything nick
Nick: well a-avani k-kissed m-me and I k-kissed her back JUST FKR A SECOND THO THEN I PULLED AWAY AND I SAID WHAT ABOUT ANTHONY AND YOU
then y/n didn't say anything her eyes just rolled in the back of her head and she started shaking so I screamed for the doctor and they came in and pushed me out the way and I had to get out the room and y/sn heart minister was beeping really fast and loud
Nick: fuck FUCK
I ran out the hospital crying and Bryce chased me
Bryce: dude she's gonna be ok
Nick l: what if she's not what if she dies on the hospital bed tonight
Bryce: don't say that man she's gonna be ok just trust me ok
Nick: ok
We walked back into the hospital and I went in her room and saw her awake with some water and charli was helping her drink it
Ally's POV
I woke up and saw charli and she got me some water and was helping me drink it and then nick walked in and I remembered what he said about avani
You: oh hey nick
Nick: hey are you ok
You: yeah
Then avani walked in
Avani: OH MY GOD I WAS SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU
You: get out avani
Charli: hey calm down ally
Avani: what why
You: YOU FUCKING KISSED NICK WHEN YOU HAVE A FUCKING BOYFRIEND WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU
Charli: WHAT THE HECK AVANI WHY DID YOU DO THAT
Anthony: do what
Charli: AVANI KISSED NICK
Avani: n-no
Anthony: we're done avani
Then avani ran out the room and nick ran up to me and kissed me and I kissed him back and charli and Anthony awwwed but me and nick kept kissing then we pulled away
Nick: ally I-I love you
You: I love you to nick
Nick: will you be my girlfriend
You: YESS NICK K WOULD LOVE TO
Charli: YASSSSSS
We all laughed
You: can I leave now
Nick: I'll go see
Nick kissed me then walked out the room