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INCOMING CALL FROM: Ryuu🤍 ACCEPT DECLINE
You threw your head back in frustration. This was the 6th time he tried reaching you!
You lazily slid your thumb across the accept button putting your phone against your ear, immediately being met with the all too familiar voice which belonged to your Bestfriend, Tanaka.
" (Y/n) you cant ghost me forever y'kno-" you purposely let out a loud sigh which quickly shut the baldie up,
"Yes I can, Ryu" There was a tiny moment of silence before he finally spoke up,
"No you can't" Who does he think he is? Of course you can, you had every right in the world to ghost him!
"Yes the fuck I can,"
"Gimme one good reason why,"
"Are you dumb?"
"Am I du- you're the one who confessed knowing damn well Im in love with Kiyok—!" You shut him up by screamed into the mic of your phone in hopes of doing some kind of ear damage to the boy on the other side of the line but he only responded by screaming into the mic even louder, making you throw your phone to the opposite side of your bed.
There was a long silence before you hustled back to your phone picking it up and hearing a quick "(y/n) i swear to god if you hang up—" before completely ignoring the voice booming from your phone speaker; hanging up.
What the fuck? You thought, blowing a strand of your messy, yet to be brushed (h/c) hair out of your face and throwing yourself back on your bed in surrender.
You could never face him again! Not now not ever! —Just the thought of him made your heart strain. It hurt; knowing the boy with whom you've developed a depressing, unrequited love for would never see you as someone worthy of his heart...or at least not in the way you'd hope for.
He wanted someone who barely even acknowledged his existence yet there was a girl, you, who was ready to to show him the world, give him anything he'd ever wished for.
What were you doing wrong?
What did she have that you didn't?
Oh but who were you kidding! You were nothing compared to the goddess like being that almost every boy and girl was obsessed with!
You'd have to push your feelings away for this friendship to work. No matter how heavy it weighed on your heart, no matter how much sleepless nights replace with energy draining meltdowns, you had to stay strong and pretend like everything was fine for the sake of his happiness.
After all—isn't that what you do when you love someone? Your happiness no longer comes into picture because all you want is to see them smile. Even, if you're not the one behind the many reasons they do it in the first place.
Even if you couldn't be the sun that made his flowers grow, you could be the moon. That sat there afterwards, and watched his flowers grow, bigger, and prettier every day. (or more like every night, idk)
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As much as you wanted to get over him, a part of you knew how much more it would hurt. Loving him made you feel so falsely complete, almost like as if you were trying to convince yourself loving him with no love in return wasn't going to do affect you in any negative way.
But it wasn't entirely your fault I mean, come on! His smile was intoxicating, his laugh could instantly make anyones day at least 70% less gloomy. He was like a ray of sunshine, coming to create a rainbow over everyone of your rainy days.
Everything about him was perfect.
So, why would he want someone who's clearly never going to praise him and show him the love he deserves.
And as cocky as it sounds, everything he needed was right in front of him.
He needed you——but he was too busy gawking over a certain someone to realize it.
