I'd left my phone at home so when I came back, I knew nasty messages were waiting for me. I went to my room and carefully picked up my phone from where I'd left it. I slowly typed in my passcode and opened messages. Tears began to flow as I read the hurtful words.
Omg u r ugly
Frizz-head
Stupid
I hate you
:-( ur fat
2faced loser
Still crying? Haha
Why was this happening? Did I offend someone by accident? Maybe it was because of my looks or weight. I ran to my bathroom and made myself throw up. Again and again and again. I then washed my mouth out and went to the gym.
When I got home my parents were waiting for me. I tried walking past them but they were too quick for me.
"Young lady, don't even think about it," dad warned. I took a step back and stayed where I was.
"We are going to ask you a few question and you better answer them honestly," mom said. I nodded, showing that I understood.
"Are you starving yourself?" dad asked, "Are you purging?" I shook my head.
"I've just been cutting back and working out more, that's all," I lied. Satisfied, my parents let me go. Ha! They were so gullible. I felt bad for lying but I didn't want to end up in some hospital or go to a stupid therapist. Like.... no.
I searcher through my room until I found a journal. I then began writing quotes in them. Some I wrote, some I didn't.
I acted like it didn't bother me but inside it's killing me. </3
All the quotes in Winter's new "journal" I wrote or are from online. This one is from Tumblr I believe.
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One Last Time
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