Fate Brought Us Together // on hold

𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 4: 𝐵𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐴 𝑆𝑝𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝐶𝑎𝑘𝑒

                Josephine Langford.
I stand up and walk to my kitchen.
"So what's the first step?" I ask, while taking a puff of my joint. He walks a little closer to me and I'm pushed against the kitchen counter. Fuck he's so close to my face!
"Blow it in my mouth." He says with a deep and low voice. Fuck! He sounds so hot!
"W-what." My throat is dry and my heart is aching against my chest. Why does he has this kind of inpakt on me?
"You never blew over?" He asks getting away from my face and looks at me dead seriously. And I'm dead seriously too I mean what the fuck is blowing over. Sounds more like a blowjob.
"No, I don't even know what that is." He takes the joint out of my head and nods his head with a small smile.
"Okey so I take a hit, and blow in your mouth and you need to breath in, yeah?" Okey that may be the hottest thing I've ever heard. Holly fuck. I nod my head and he takes a hit, he comes closer to my face again, and I part my lips, I feel his big plumped lips brush against mine, and he blows it in my mouth, i breath in and takes his head away.
"So that blowing over." He says like this is the normal lest thing in the world. I just hum, and wash my hands, he puts the joint in the ash tray and washed his hands to.
"Now what the do you need to do." I say impatient. I don't know what kind of inpakt he had on me but it's not good, he was blowing fucking weed in my mouth and now he is acting like it's fucking normal, well excuse that it isn't normal!
"Ey calm down," he tells me to calm down? Oh okey. Sure, go fuck your self Hero! I walk out of the kitchen into my room. I've never had this before! I slam the door and lock it. Never had a boy this much impact on me. Never! And my moods never changed that fast. But no one. But no one tells me to calm down. I try to calm down. The adrenaline i kicking in my body and I have the urge to break something. No Jospehine calm down we're not breaking stuff... before I know it I have smashed my lamp agains the wall. Fuck that went not as I wished it would go. I hear loud footsteps run to my room but I ignore them. The door is locket.
"Josephine, open the damnn door! What even happened?" He says while pounding on the door.
"Get the fuck away Hero, it's none of your damn buissnes!" I take the glass as much as I can with my hands and throw it in the trash. I get a cut in my hand, fuck it's quite deep, and it's bleeding like crazy! Fuck! I open the door fast and walk past him. Asshole. I can't blame him but I do. I don't know why I do it but it happens.
"Fuck Jo, your bleeding like crazy what happened?" He says while following me.
"Leave me alone Hero, I don't want you presence around me now." I say on a kill tone.
"I don't even know what I did wrong." He lets his hands go in the air.
"Didn't knew what you did!? A little tip, don't ever tell a girl to calm down. Especially not to me." I say with venom in my voice. He backs up a bit and I think he got the message. I put my hand under the sink and let the cold water run over my hand. When that's done I take the towel and wrap it around my hand, I walk the the cabinet and take my first ad kid. I sit on my couch and I feel Hero's stare burn right trough my chest. I pull the box open and take the towel of my hand. I put the towel in my mouth and put the alcohol over my hand. Fuck! I scream in my towel. It's burns like hell. Fuck. I feel tears rolling down my cheeks. It stings so bad! I  wrap a bandage around my hand and take the towel out of my mouth. I let myself fall back on the couch and curl myself up in a bal. Now I want a fucking space cake!
"H-hero?" I ask trying not to choke on my sobs.
"Yes." I feel him still staring.
"Can you make the space cake, I want it please. Learn it to me next time." I wipe my tears away and sulk to him.
"Fine, aren't you cold? Take your shoes of, and take that stupid sunglasses of." He says giggling. That's the most amazing sound ever. I do as he says and I told him I wasn't cold but he got me a blanket. I thought he was a tuff arrogant guy but he isn't I clearly got the wrong impression. He is very chill, hot, handsome, cute, amazing, caring. Oh and did I mentioned hot? About 30 minutes later he sits next to me, I check him out I mean he checks me out so who gives a fuck?
"Done Gawking?"
"I'm not gawking, your always checking me out!" He is about to play that game? Okey mister fiennes tiffin, bring it up.
"I mean your beautiful, intelegent, crazy, shows who's the boss, not afraid, emotional, kind, and incredibly hot." What he says is true but emotional I've only been with him, he has something that makes me nervous. I don't know his eyes. This damn green eyes, are so strong and so intense. Maybe that's it?
Or your just falling in love Josephine.
The little voice in my head says. I mean I could, but he won't ever like me back. Yeah of course every man likes my body, but they never show in tresses in relationships and on this point I want one. I've never been so ready.
"You know Jo, I don't know what you do with me but you make me nervous as hell." He has the same feeling?
"I do?"
"Yeah, I don't know what it is-"
"Shut the fuck up." I crush my lips to his, fucking god gave me sign. This. Him telling me he feels nervous around me. That's the fucking sign. I put my legs of each side in his waist and kiss him with hunger. I gasp for air and he takes that as a opportunity to slipt his tongue inside my mouth. Not many seconds later I feel his hand around my throat and pulls himself above me. He places his knee between my legs and I'm already throbbing. He stops the kiss and gives a light squeeze on my throat. He comes closer to my ear and I feel his warm breath against my neck.
"Now, don't every interrupt me again love." He licks my earlobe and then pulls me in his arms.
"So what do you wanna watch?" He asks very serious. First he is this kinky and making me wet as hell and then he is the sweet guy that cuddles me and wanna watch a movie. God Made my perfect man. I want this. Kinky and possessive but sweet as hell. I think I'm in love for the first time.

That. Uhm. Yeah.
So sometimes it can take a bit longer for me to update cause I'll try to write long chapters, cause myself like that the most. And what do you all think about the story?

X~ A