The young girl Josephine Langford is in deep trouble, she has a plan, but is that plan going to work? She meets a dashing young handsome man around her age, is he going to help her or is he going to be a problem. Are they going to hate eachother or...
Josephine Langford. I wake up and feel something heavy on my stomach. I look down and see brown locks on my belly. It's Hero for sure. And I'm in his room too. He changed it a lot. There bookshelf's with books on it. The covers around the blankets are black and there are some pictures of him and some people. I feel him stir and groan and then his eyes fly open. When he realizes he's on my belly he moans and says. "Good morning love." So he does really have feeling? I did not dreamed it! Of course I was the one stripping for him and pulling him under the shower- omg Hero! His wounds. I put my hands in his hair and massage his scull. "Hmmm, keep doing that love." He hums against my stomach. I need to check him. What if it's infected. "Hero." He hums clearly he doesn't want to change position. "Hero I need to check your wounds. Please" "Jo they are fine. It doesn't hurt and it happened who cares?" He shrugs his shoulders. I stop massaging him. Who cares! I care, he came home beat up almost like he died but of course no one cares! Why does he think like this? "I care!" He mumbles a sure against my stomach before getting out of bed putting on white Nike socks, a thin trainer short and his Adidas slides. He walk out the room and closes the door. What the fuck was that about? Clearly he didn't meant what he said last night. He doesn't like me. I knew it. He just said it so he could- I don't even know. I don't even know why he said that and why I confessed too! I get out of bed and smell fresh coffee but I ignore it I walk in my room slamming the door facing the mess I made when I cried. My books all over the ground. My clothes out of the closet now on the floor. What ever you can name. I take a deep breath before cleaning my room. It takes me two whole hours to clean my room and Hero didn't even knocked once. Asshole. He just wanted to get me in his bed huh? That's how men are. And I can't stand the thought of Hero being like those men. I confessed my feelings to him. He is the only guy I've told and yet he's being an ass. Why? Cause I only want the best for him! But clearly he doesn't think the same. He only sees the dark sides of live. And I want him to see the happy sides! When I'm done I decide to go over to Scarlet. I've texted her and she told me she was free. As always. I just go with a casual blue ripped jeans and a white long sleeved shirt. I put some trainsters on and I'm good to go. You can see my cleave but do I give a fuck? No, not one. I only apply mascara and lipgloss before taking my phone, phone charger and keys. I don't even mind getting a bag I don't give a flying fuck! I walk out my room to see Hero sitting in the couch watching tv. Of course. When I'm almost at the door that opens to my hallway I hear the deep British voice. But this time it annoys me. "Where are you going?" To get fucked up. "None of your buissnes Hero." I growl at him. He needs to know his place. You can't just disrespect me for trying to help you. "Fine, I don't care anyways." I feel the folmiliar sting in my eyes. Why is he such an ass. But I fight the tears. I need to keep my head up. "Why are you hurting me Hero?" I finally ask. He is hurting me. He acts like everything is okey, but is hurts how he is acting, it hurts that he told me he liked me yesterday but yet today he's acting like an ass. "What?" He chuckles a bit. Why is he fucking chuckling! "Yeah you laughing now!" I turn around with tears in my eyes. Why can't he understand how I feel? Why does he needs to be such a ass. "Jo calm down." "Calm down? Calm down? Calm the fuck down!" The tears are streaming down my cheeks and I start to hyperventilate. I feel Hero's arms around me. No I can't give in now. I punch his chest over and over again until I can't do it anymore. I stop hitting him and keep my hands close to my face as I cry into his chest. I feel Hero's hand stroke my hair and sussing me. "Shh love, please tell me what's bothering you, I'm sorry for being an ass. Please tell me." I can't stop crying. I want to tell him. But I can't. I never talked about how I feel. None ever cared about me. I try to control my breathing. When it's under control -still sobbing- I try to speak. "Hero... I I really confessed my f-feelings to you a-and yet your doing this. Hero You'r t-the first Guy I confessed to a-and" I can't finish cause I get cut off by Hero's lips on mine. God this is what I've been waiting for. We slowly walk backwards to the couch while we deepen the kiss. When I fall on my back on the couch Hero hovers over me his knee resting between my legs. "Same here baby, I really do like you." He swipes his tongue over my neck and sucks. "But don't push me." What the fuck. Don't push him. Like if he never pushes me? But I'm way into the moment. He reaches my lips again and I don't hesitate to slip my tongue inside his mouth. Our tongues move in sinc and it feels heavenly. I feel him tug my shirt out of my pants. I'm not afraid to have sex but Hero makes me nervous, he makes me feel ugly when I stand beside him yet so gorges and wanted, yet I want to cover up for him. But yet I want him to show myself and yesterday it took everything in me to not cover myself up when his eyes discovered my body. But I feel like if I have sex with him it wil ruin everything we have now. I want a real relationship not just sex. Or maybe he's done with me if he had sex with me. So I slap his hands off. "Jo let me touch you, I need to touch you." He tries to lift my shirt up again but I slap them of again. Then he stops the kiss and he looks mad. No no no, don't be mad. I'm just not ready. That's what I want to say but I keep silence. "Jo your frustrating me, why won't you let me touch you?" I just shrug my shoulders. "Jo- I- I thought you finally were telling me things, come on what bothering you." Finally? It's been two days since you even know me! But okey. "Hero, I'm not ready." I whisper keeping my head low. "You aren't a virgin right?" His voice demanding. He pulls my chin up to look at him "right." He growls. What the fuck. "No." I look away from him, what does it bother him. No why does it bother me. Uhg- "Good, not that I mind love but that's just." "Yeah I know." I push his hands of me and I walk to the door. I don't take a glance back when I slam the door. Why is this bothering me. So if I was a virgin he wouldn't want me. That's what he is saying right? Or am I just stupid now?
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Forgot to put the picture of Jo's outfit so here it is, update tonight😘
Josephine Langford's outfit.
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