I'm a Sucker for Pain

chapter 19

CHAPTER 19

KIMBERLY’S P.O.V

Where was I?

Still at Dolce & Gabbana’s dressing room…

Armando on his knees, hugging my legs and sobbing… 🙄
“ti amo, Kimberly… ti amo…”

Looking down at the man that I loved nearly my whole life, I have no love left for him..

The tear that fell on my cheek… KENDRIK…

I will never forgive you, Armando… tidak akan pernah walau sedikitpun kemaafan dalam sudut hati saya untuk kau…

You can say you were forced, you were threatened, you were blackmailed into marrying Luna… you can say whatever…

Tapi api dendam dan kebencian masih membara dalam hati saya…

I loved you… but my love for you will never surpass my love for my brother…
I loved you… itu dulu…

“just stand up, Armand…” my voice soften only a little… “no matter how long you’re on your knees, nothing will be the same ever again…”

“forgive me…” he is still on his knees sobbing..
“no…” I said coldly… “I am a Bestian…”

we never forgive our enemies…

Tubuh Armando bergegar-gegar… tangisan dia seakan hatinya sangat sakit dengan penyesalan yang tidak terhingga…

Kimmy, ingat… lelaki ni suka bermain politik… tengok boleh, percaya jangan… tsk tsk…

“Armand… I’m not that fucked up little person still in love you…” macam a rendition of Gloria Gaynor’s 🎵I will Survive🎵 kan…

“Kimmy…” Armando merayu…

I held out my hand to him… my left hand… to help him stand…

He reached for my hand… hampir… almost touching my hand but then he backed away… seperti saja dia akan terbakar kalau tersentuh tangan saya…

“teso…” his voice trembling with confusion…

“I’m engaged, Armando…” saya menunjukkan jari saya yang dihiasi dengan cincin pertunangan yang London menyarungkan di jari manis saya…

Saya jumpa juga bah cincin saya… dalam my revolver metal case… 🤭 that’s the safest place, okay… stop judging me…

Armando menggelengkan kepala dia… not accepting what I just told him…

“I know everything about you, Tesoro! Everything!” dia meninggikan suara… “you can’t lie to me…!”

😳

Selama ni dia memerhati saya ka? Spying on me? Damn, I have to be more careful… Cuma saya rasa pemerhatian dia hanya terbatas sekitar Italy saja… tu lah dia tidak tau saya sudah bertunang…

“then you missed that very important detail, Armando… I am ENGAGED and I’m getting MARRIED…” saya menekankan the ‘engaged’ and ‘married’ part… sengaja saya tambah ‘married’… as if it’s going to happen, Kimberly..

“you don’t love anyone except me!” is he mad? “mi amavi da quando eravamo bambine…”

Yes, I loved you since we were kids… now get over it… I don’t love you anymore since the day my brother died and you were the cause of it! You and that filthy slut!

“tu mi appartieni!” hah… kepala ninik kau I belong to you…

Then my dressing room door swung open… 4 bodyguards saya bergegas masuk bila dorang dengar macam riuh di dalam dressing room saya… terkejut dorang nampak Armando…