The Traitors Amongst Us

Dont Touch Whats Mine

((This part is all from Hoshi's POV))
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After I took the kid and Remi back to the room I headed admin. I was tired and wanted to sleep but I also wanted to talk to Julius. After we had sex we only ever spoke in passing or when we had tasks in the same room. It hurt honestly. And if anything. He seemed really close with Rose.

I was lost in thought I didn't even notice when I moved into the vent and began crying. "Why me, I miss Xander and I miss home" I kept crying in the vent trying to be as quiet as possible. I heard footsteps meaning someone walked into admin and decided to move to medbay. I got to the vent and went to open it. But I heard moans so I thought Remi and Cayde were going for a round two. But she was with the kid. I glanced through the vent and felt like my whole life just went away.

'Julius...why' was all I cajole think as I stared at him fucking Rose. Passionately. Why couldn't that be me. But then again who else has he fucked. Who else has he hurt. I reached into my suit pulling my gun from it. Tears ran down my face as I saw him pull out and clean up before he went to walk away. "Thanks Rose be careful, and trust me let me know if you want another round" Was all he said until I knew she was dead. I glared as I pulled the trigger on the half dressed woman. But he was supposed to be mine.

"Why do I love you" was all I mumbled as I lowered the hun seeing him to wide eyed seeing her dead. "Rose! Hey wake up" he ran over and began shaking her as if she was the only woman in his eyes. "You asshole" I mumbled choking back my sobs.

I didn't notice the vent open. And Julius yell at me. "Hoshi what the fuck! You killed her! She was an innocent woman" he kept yelling. He wouldn't stop. I wanted him to stop. It felt horrible to be yelled at by him. I couldn't take it as I jumped up from the vent shoving the barrel of the gun in his mouth.

"SHUT UP! YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME! ALL I EVER WAS TO YOU WAS A SEX TOY" I yelled back at him. He looked afraid as I screamed at him. "You never wanted me you wanted my body. And I hate that! Why couldn't you just be a decent male for five minutes. Why couldn't you have been different" was all I said pulling the gun away. He looked at me sadly before he glared at me. "You really were a wolf in sheep's clothing. Hoshi stay away from me. And they will know what you've down" was all he said walking away from me. 'Wait don't walk away, please come back' was all I could think as tears streamed down my face. "Don't leave me...Julius please" I spoke out barely above a whisper and he stopped and he turned around. Opening his mouth he spoke the words I hated hearing. "Goodbye Hoshi...Take care of yourself" he said and I saw his tears as he turned and walked away from me leaving medbay. And I knew from then on he wasn't gonna be here. And my chances were gone. I messed up. "Why me...WHY ME" I screamed out falling on my knees sobbing loudly. It hurts everything hurt. I looked down at my arms seeing the spots appear and knew I needed to be alone. I ran to the vent forgetting the fact I left my gun behind. The gun HE got me.

I crawled through the vent and arrived at the dorm rooms. I got out seeing Remi, Jess and Estrella watching the kid. "Welcome back where have you been" Jess asked until she saw my skin and tear stained cheeks. "He saw me. He yelled at me it hurts" was all I said as Jess moved forward holding me in her arms as I cried. Estrella stayed beside the boy. And Remi ran over hugging me as I kept crying on them. "Julius saw you? When and who" was all Remi said as she pulled away. "Medbay I killed Rose. She was being fucked by him. I thought it was you and Cayde but I was wrong" I spoke my voice shaking I can't believe he left me behind. "He's gonna tell them I'm an imposter. And I'll be gone" I was scared for once. "No we won't vote you if we skip you won't be voted off" Jess spoke trying to calm me down but then I realized she was crying too. "Jess why are you crying" I asked nervous I've never seen her so. Emotional. It was different. "Just remembering my parents that's all. But are you gonna be ok" she spoke back during her tears. "I'll be ok just give me some time" I smiled at her. I knew these girls changed me a little. And in a good way.

We ended up talking waiting for the boy to wake up. It was nice yo just talk. Estrella was happy and bouncing around the room. And everyone else was just laughing along. We all learned more about each other. And I learned about how Jess lost her parents and her friend Eli who's waiting for her. I learned how Remi was a half wolf-like alien and that's why she has her ears. I also found out we all went to the same high school. Which was funny to me.

Everything was happy until Cayde walked in. "The ships landing so hold onto something. Julius is doing the landing so it might not be the best" He said laughing a little. "Why where's captain" Remi asked even though we knew. "Can't find him. But Julius said he found some weird thing in the door to electrical so maybe he's trying to fuck with us" he said before walking out.

We all sighed knowing we were safe for now. And suddenly we all felt like puking. 'Juli why can't you just be gentle with something' we all thought as we held onto the furniture.

Things calmed down when we finally landed. We all moved out to cafe. Except Remi she stayed with the boy. Who had gotten feverish after a little. We all met up. "Where's Rose and the Captain? And Remi" Cayde asked a little worried. "Remi got sick after Julius' crazy landing and I haven't seen them" Jess spoke used to lying to people. I'm happy she didn't lie to me. Well that she trusts me. It was nice.

"Rose it's dead" Julius said glaring at the floor. 'This is it. My goodbye dance' I thought to myself. 'I didn't see though. I had just left when I heard the gun shot.  So I dont know it was probably done from the vent though" he said and I stared wide eyed at him and the look he gave me said 'there's fates worse then death' or something like that. I wanted to cry that he didn't throw me off but I was angry he was lying. "I-" I went to speak but Julius cut me off. "Hoshi was safe she scanned then left when me and Rose got there" Julius spoke out. 'Stop protecting me' was what I wanted to say but I stayed quiet. I have to help my friends the ones who stayed with me.

I'm not gonna leave them behind.

'No one was ejected, tied'