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Standing at the rooftop in the school was the favorite part of my time that i spent in school . that's exactly what i am doing right now ,the only difference is there is no cigarette in my mouth but rather a stupid gum which is tasteless now . It's been a while since i adapted the habit of chewing gum instead of smoking because of some stupid YouTube video which told me it was an effective way of getting rid of the cigarette but it's useless if you ask me .
There was one more reason why i am here other than the silence , which is english . Yes, you heard it right I am here so no one can here me reading the stupid english words aloud and i can spare myself to not get some humiliation . "ts? how do i pronounce it? tsh? how do we say ts? like beats ? tsu ? t-sun ? what the fuck is this word?!! " these were the time when i missed my cigarette the most , at least it kept me calm unlike this useless slime , which was just making it difficult for me to speak .
I pulled out my phone out of my pocket in frustration punching the letters of the annoying word in it . "soo-naa-mi" said the annoying voice proving me terribly wrong . Who said one can't feel embarrassment while they're alone ? say that to my face now and i'll make you regret . "what type of fucked up pronunciation is that? or more like, what type of fucked up language is this? english can suck my dick "I said annoyed placing my phone back in my pocket . ' what? how can it possible english is not even a person, that was some wild sentence . i mean how can you neglect a whole ass letter? i think 'fuck' is the only english word that i like' i was too busy swearing at the language for being so unfair that the purpose of me being here was long forgotten .
"whatever i don't like this language . English is as important as the 't' in the word tsunami" i mumbled absentmindedly , i have no idea why was i so upset about just a word . "english is important hyung ,tyhat's the only common language to interact with someone who doesn't share our language, you know?" said a voice and i turned around to find jimin standing beside me ,there was something unusual about him today , i could clearly sense it . "yeah yeah i know that . who are you 'Albert Einstein' ?" i asked and he looked at me confused . "eins-? you mean William Shakespeare? "he asked with a frown ,making me frown too . "what? wasn't Einstein the 'genius' ?" i asked confused and he opened his mouth but closed it back before saying anything
"and besides english has some easy words too" he said looking at me . "I know .like death? hate ?or lie? "i said bitterly looking away . "no , like love , life , and truth" those simple yet sharp words left his mouth before he adverted his gaze away from me , leaving me defeated . there was nothing i could reply after that ,his words hit me like a brick of realization . a thick tension surrounded us and none of us said anything for a while . I was not just shocked by the words he said but also because of the way he said those words . i have never seen jimin so serious .
That was when the sound of bell echoed and i sighed in relief before turning around ,ready to leave . "can you stay for a while hyung?" jimin said before i could even take a step and i stared at jimin's face confused . "why the fuck would i do that ?" my defense words slipped my tongue without me even realising . "i know you don't enjoy my company that much but i don't have anyone beside you ,and i don't want to be alone right now " he admitted and i silently returned to my older spot .
