Class 1-A

❤️Epilogue❤️

Epilogue: More Than

Spade Falcon PoV, 

"ANO? Magmumokmok na lang ba tayo?" Tanong ni Khanz makalipas ang dalawang oras na hangin lang ang aming naririnig.

"What do you want me to do? Laugh all this shitness?!" I burst out, my fist is now clenching.

"Tangina, Spade! Hindi ito magugustuhan ni Fia! Hindi niya magugustuhan ang ginagawa nating pagmumokmok! We know that girl, very well! She wants us to be happy! She sacrifice herself for our fucksake! Then, sasayangin lang natin ang ginawa niyang pagsakripisyo sa buhay niya?!"

"That's the fucking point here, Khanz! Sinolo niya lahat ng paghihirap! Akala ko ba pamilya tayo dito?! Karamay sa lahat, puta! Hindi natin siya sinamahan sa laban niya! She sacrifice herself even we didn't ask for it! So don't fucking tell me what should i do cause this is my life! Fucking back off!"

"S-Spade, Khanz is right," halos pabulong na sabi ni Alex, "we need to start our lives again, hindi puwedeng habang buhay nating gawin ito, ang magmukmok sa harap ng libingan ni Fia. She sacrifice because she wants us to live like the old days. Sinakripisyo niya ang sarili niya para sa kapakanan na'ting lahat. Instead of mourning like forever, why should we start to put smile on our faces? This is what she wants, sapat na ang ilang araw na pagmumokmok natin. She won't be happy where she are now if she knows what are you doing."

"They both are right, Fia is our family, our sister and friend. She's not happy about what you're doing, Spade." Ace added.

I mockingly laugh. "The fuck?! Pagkaka-isahan niyo ba ako ngayon? You see, I'm still fucking broken! Fia is jus not my friend or a fucking sister! She's my girl! My b-baby," my lips are already shaken, "my only girl. The g-girl I want to marry and be with for the rest of my life! Pero putangina! Iniwan niya ako and I can't still accept the fucking truth! This is a nightmare and I want to wake up from this bullshitness. I don't fucking don't know what to do except to be with her grave everyday. She's my kind of peace."

"Pero, Spade---"

"Putangina, iwanan niyo ako! I want to be fucking alone!"

I heard Lawrence sighed. "If that's what you want, then we'll give it to you. But please, Spade as your freaking friend and family, don't waste your life, get a fucking grip. I hope you'll be okay."

I nod. "If that's what all you guys want, I'll do it." Humina ang boses ko. "I just want to be alone, I want my peace and after this, I'll get a fucking life."

"Aasahan ko yan!" I heard Carl shouted from my back.

"Huwag kang magpapakamatay ah? Kawawa kami." I also heard Francis.

Next thing I knew, I'm alone, sitting in the grass in front of my baby's grave. After a long search to see her, we found her body floating in the sea and-- damn it! Tears start to appear.

"Why are you so heartless, Fia? Ang daya mo, bakit hindi mo nalang ako pinatay? I want to be fucking marry you b-but it's not gonna happen. Alam mo ba ang nararamdaman ko ngayon? I know this is my fault, I didn't saved you in the first place. Pinangunahan ako ng galit nung hinalikan mo si Khanz, hindi ko naisip ang mas malalim na dahilan dahil sa ginawa mo. I jump into conclusion because that's what my eyes did see. I'm sorry baby, I'm so fucking helpless. I didn't saved you, it's all my fault. But you're a part of section 1-A, you shouldn't keep secrets, we're family."