it's a bit complicated

8 chapter.

So today's Saturday...ash and me are hanging out with each other for the first time , so she is really excited . She told me the plans for today. First we are going to concert of some band then we are going shopping and then I'm staying at her place , a sleepover. In that sleepover we are supposed to sleep but I know we wont...she is supposed to pick me up from park. I never told her where I lived . I dont want her to see how I live.

"Sel!get in the car...oh god , I'm soooo excited. Who would've thought you'll ever hangout with me..."she started rambling...

"ash , let's call felix...its been a whole week . Where the hell is he??"I asked.

"He doesn't pick my call" , ash shrugged.

"Give me his number , I'll phone him" , I said.

"Sure , but why are you worried??, usually you dont even give a shit" ,she asked handing me her phone.

"I dont give two fucks if he is around or not , I just dont want him to blame himself for something he didn't do and that's all." I told her. Something about her tone was off. "Why are you so worked up??" I voiced out my thoughts.

"Its just..."ash stopped the car.looking straight ahead, she continued "I dont like it when you care for someone , you always pushed me away and felix got you so easily...you never gave a shit about me but for felix you have become soft...I dont like it...I dont like at all.."ash was crying."just dont care about him. Let's just stay together with no boys.."ash concluded. Then she looked at my expression, which was totally a confused look , she added "I dont like sharing you with anyone."

The ride after that was quite. The explanation she gave didn't match the tears and face. If she wanted me to stay away she could've simply said so but what she displayed was different.  There is more to this story . I let it slip for now.

After about an hour or so we reached the place. It was a huge place , I admit. There were alot of girls but boys were there too... they were holding some kind of light sticks and banners. I asked ash whose concert was it . She said it was of bts  . Because I was unaware of them I said okay. We got in after our tickets were checked.

This was the first time I saw so many people in one place like...wow was the first thing that came out my mouth. Ash  noticed my reaction,  she exclaimed "I told you so...isnt this place great!! Let's move to the front line , I got tickets for that place. "All the previous tension gone.She asked one of the guards for the directions and once we made it there , ash faced me and started directing "Now sel , listen carefully.  Because we are in the front we can easily get noticed so what you need to do is very simple...you have to have a big smile and here is your banner , raise it high okay??" I dont know where she got them from . "Why?"I started to protest , but she interrupted, "I wasn't finished yet...keep on shouting 'bts' at top of your lungs okay??"

I have started to regret coming here..."listen to me ash , dont look back...have as much fun as you can have...okay?? Dont worry about me during the concert...even if we lose each other , we will meet at your car's location..."I told her.

"Please ash just this once please, stay with me.please let's shout together.please!!"ash started to plead.

"I'm not leaving you , I'm saying just in case"i told her.

The concert started with a cool performance on we are bullet proof. That's when I realized they make my kind of songs. Metal , oh yay...

I noticed that my shouting is totally useless cause there were about 30000 girls doing the same.

Ash noticed and told me to shout. And exactly the moment I started to shout the whole audience for some odd reason became quiet..
Sooo, you can guess what happened next!whole audience silent and there went my "bts" . The singers noticed too because at that moment the light was focused on the area where I was with a group of other fan girls.

OH FUCK!!!

One of them with perfect english said "wow...sometimes army surprise us. Who was that army??"I did what I was really good at , I silently stepped back leaving ash alone in the light.

"Aah...so you are the one , army come on the stage."this was someone else.

Ash was bright red. She looked back and I was well hidden in the crowd . She squeezed her eyes."you!"she pointed at me."come with me.""what??"I asked confused."come with me Selena,  you were the one who did it. "She said .

So, we made it to the stage. My friend knew all there names. And here I was a total stranger in this strange world. She ran there hugged them.and took a selfie.

Now was my turn. I looked towards ash she was beaming. Oh god I hate hugging. What am I supposed to do?

"Hey!"I said.

Leave it to ash , she is good at handling these situations. "Um she is Selena,  selena kang. She is your big fan . She was practically begging me to come so I joined.." she went on and on...

I shook hands with them...it seemed liked they worked alot because their hands were calloused except one... after asking ash she told me he was V.

After coming down from the stage , I started to go farther back in the crowd.mixing with the unknowns who want to be known by these seven and I got unwanted attention.

And again , I felt stares on me. I thought it was normal cause there were about a million of people who wanted to be where i was minutes ago...

I started to feel uncomfortable...there was a circle of teenagers circling around me slowly like they didn't want to get noticed. There features were different , like sharper than the boys I have seen.i noticed the same about felix too...but now when I see it , it troubled me. There was a bit of different vibe they were giving off.i went into protective mode. Just then I felt a hand on my back , I was about to throw a punch but stopped right in time ...guess who was it....... felix...that fucking felix who was absent the last week.

"Where the fuck were you??"I asked.

"What the hell are you doing here ??I thought you hated crowded places."he countered.

"My question first!"I said.

"I'll tell you but let's get out of here first. Who are you here with?"he asked.

"Ash"was my answer.

"I'm calling ash"felix said.

Long story short...in next 20 mins I was in ash car. Ash mood was severely off , she didn't want to leave the concert and from previous convo I could see ash was hating felix being in her car...we all know friends can get that way so no probs...

LETS GET THE ANSWERS FROM FELIX...

AUTHOR'S NOTE:THANKS FOR READING

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