it's a bit complicated

3 chapter.

The days have been pretty well...no violence and I guess I may have a new friend felix yeah , I know he is immature and all that , but he is always sticking with us and you wont believe what happened when I introduced him to Ashton.  Well , when you introduced one drama to another one , a new drama begins...

FLASHBACK

"Baby baby....what's your name??...my name's Ashton...hope I'm not forgotten already...and here's the sincere apology of ditching you tomorrow..."ash said handing me Mars and oh henry."where the hell were you??"I asked."oh I was with mom and dad...they were going to visit my aunt...it was a baby shower...oh god it was sooo cute...the theme was pink and white...baby pink may I add...and everything was just so wonder ful..we got clothes of both gender and we got bottles...it was so fun..."she explained with sheer excitement.  "And you dumped me and school for that baby shower??" I asked annoyed.  "Umm..yeah...you know what!!once in a while fun is good...and unlike you I'm not allergic to fun.. " "whatevs" I finished the conversation. And this was what I thought . "And here comes the hottest , the coolest , the awesomest (I dont know if it's even a word) and the only friend of this hotty....."I thought his so called poem was gonna continue.. " dont you have anything better to do..why are you always lurking here??" I asked giving him an annoyed expression. "Well actually this is the best thing that I can do...like you know I can easily annoy the hell out of you...knowing this makes my day even brighter.." he answered giving me a grin . I could totally wipe that grin off his face but I decided other wise . "Wait a second boy...who the hell are you??and by the way I'm the only friend of hers...you are no one..okay?? She is only my friend" Ashton said bewildered. "Oh gal!you are old now there is new good friend in town . Ask her...she promised to be my best friend...right Selena??"felix asked giving me huge eyes and to avoid being hit held me from back...and it appeared like he was back hugging..."felix for the first and last time I'm not your friend and I'll never be...now get the fuck out of here..." I answered calmly."no , I'm not going anywhere...I want to hang out with you guys...please...please...pretty please with sugar on top..." he again did those big eye thingy..."why did you added the last phase??"ash asked controlling her laughter. "O!before coming to this school I liked to read "dork diaries" so I could know every thing about girls, it had that phase that Brianna used and it always convinced Nikki...so maybe maybe I can do it too..." felix explained but Ashton was already on the ground clutching her stomach and laughing hard. "No one reads those kinds of novels not even girls for god sake you are a boy...now do we have to make you one??"ashton said after controlling her laughter. "I dont remember any 'only for girls' tag on it , so it was totally fine by me . This Brandon guy was lucky , he had two hot chicks crushing over him and he didn't give a shit.""felix I'll totally encourage you to make male friends , hmm??" I said. "No . I want to be with you guys , what wrong with that??"he asked. He seemed genuinely sad. After a whole week of his force ful hanging out , we got used to it. Now he is one of us.

FLASHBACK OVER.

I wasn't feeling well. I might not have eaten the  whole day yesterday and today till now , but I can bear that . It's alright.

Third class was gym. Interschool competition season was approaching. All I have to do is sit in the back without getting involved in any activity . Nice.

Miss Robinson came in and asked the class who was interested in 50 meter race . I was quite but how could I forget felix was in the class too . "Miss I have one person who can run real fast!" Felix told miss Robinson excitedly. "Is that you mr.cater??"miss Robinson responded. "No miss its miss kang.she can run like a leopard, meow meow." The whole class burst into laughter. "What??leopard belongs to cat family so shouldn't it say meow??" Felix asked confused.

Cute.NOT.

"Miss kang do you agree with what mr.carter said??"miss Robinson asked."no"was my short response.  "Maam she is very humble,  we should totally test her . Look at her slim figure..."felix intervened.  "I've heard enough mr.carter....miss kang step off the bleachers and stand next to miss Roberts" miss Robinson instructed.
I was feeling very very lethargic,  it seemed like I was going to faint any sec.but I couldn't show weakness. 

The race started , I wasn't basically running I was just jogging kind of...I dont know what I did..I was sure that  I was last...but I won?? I mean how??
I didn't wait to find out how , I just stormed out of gym and into nearest rest room and started dry heaving . Oh god , i shouldn't have forgotten eating....race took it all...

"Sel are you in there??" Felix asked concerned."should i call ash?what happened??I'm sorry I made you run I should have known you weren't well but trust me I was just messing around...I promise...I'm sorry sel...I understand if you dont wanna be my friend...""felix!" I called. "Sel??" He peeked in the restroom.  "Oh god you look so pale...what happened??"he asked totally devastated. "I know it's my fault..I'm sorry"he kept on rambling....
"Can you help me to the nurse office??"I asked , at this moment I was desperate. My legs were wobbly as if they were made of jelly."sure sel , just hold tight onto my sleeve okay?I'll support you." Felix instructed.

I went to nurse room,  she gave me some energy pills and I drank milk after that..the nurse told me to rest for a while. I did. After sometime i felt better so i finished the school day.

I skipped gym and job and went to nearest motel to rest as it was the only place I could afford and might have some privacy too...I know motels are a big no no...but for poor like me...it works...

As I layed down on my motel bed...I heard a strange sound from the next room...I thought it was normal after all it's a motel what do you expect!... I was about to sleep when there was banging on my room door... I was shocked at first but I took out my pocket knife and got ready to attack the invader...I got close to the door and heard someone crying...

What the hell??

The banging continued . I cautiously opened the door . And a man in his early thirties held grabbed me by my shoulders pulling me in the room . I was about to knife him in the gut when he asked me something which I never expected...

AND I WISH I HAD KNOWN IT EARLIER....

AUTHOR'S NOTE:SUGGESTIONS  R  WELCOMED