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CHAPTER 25; 𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣

WE ALL EXPERIENCED THE EDGE OF DEATH. A taste of a bittersweet everlasting dream of abyss.

Essentially, sleep was a free trial of death.

Wincing, your eyes squinted from the mummers and bright light that blinded your half-conscious self. You could hear voices, subtle distinct tones, which you assumed belonged to — Izuku, Todoroki, Iida, as well as an old haggard voice.

"What the fuck is going on?"

"Miss (L/N)!" Scurrying, the same doctor from the past rigidly came rushing in, carrying his clipboard on his hand. "May I speak to you in private?"

As you glanced around, Izuku, Todoroki as well as Iida carried confused yet concerned expressions. What had you done? Did something excessive happen? But knowing they had no say in your personal life as well as health, they were reluctant to let it slide.

"W-Wait!" Izuku called out, with his mummified hands that reached out. He winced in slight pain, however continued. "What happened?"

"And why should I tell you?" Your raised your brows in curiosity. Look at these people, thinking that they could just, protrude into your life? How funny. "We barely talked anyways."

"Aren't we friends?" The broccoli haired boy asked, tilting his head sideways with a glimmer within his eyes. Snickering slightly, you managed to contain your laughter. Ah, how delusional they were! Friends? Since when were you guys friends?

Oh poor beings, unfortunately you had already — fell into the pit hole of hell; a dusk of insanity that couldn't be saved. Even if they had tried to save you, it was nothing more than a sickening imagination that they hoped to achieve.

"Friends?" You laughed, clutching onto the white bed sheets that crinkled on your grasp. "I don't need friends who I can't rely on."

"(L/N)-san! You must not be disrespectful to your peers and classmates!" Iida chopped his arms in the air, pushing up his glasses. "We are just showing a sign of concern!"

"A sign of concern?" You snorted out, rolling your eyes. "Talk all you want, but your actions don't say a thing."

"(L/N)." Todoroki remained stoic, looking at you straight into your (E/C) eyes. "What does it mean to be a hero to you?"

Why did you want to be a hero, with such attitude?

"A hero to me?" Your grasp on the white bed sheets loosened, before you gave a small smile. Whether it was genuine or not; not a single soul knew — however, it held words that strum a melodic tone that could put the living to sleep.

"There is none."

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"Sorry to interrupt this... sentimental time!" The doctor exclaimed, before holding onto the handle railings on your bed. "But I will borrow Miss (L/N) for a tad moment!"

Using his quirk, which your assumed was noise suppression, the doctor created a small dome like shape that cancelled out noises and disturbance from from anything 3-meter radius away from you.

Visible confusion was plastered onto the boys face, as they were blocked out by the small dome. Unable to do anything, they decided to just sit by their beds and observe.

"Miss (L/N)! Why did you use your quirk again?" The doctor sighed, rubbing his forehead as he grunted. "It's not going to help!"

"What's the point?!" You snarled out, before vigorously coughing. Regaining your composure, you looked back up, giving a distasteful growl. "Do I stay as a normal civilian who stands by the sidelines and live by that hierarchy?!"

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"You are going to die!" The doctor exclaimed, flailing his arms in the air. "You should value your life more!"

"What is there to value?" You let out a whisper where souls reside, a delicate tonality that sung sorrow. "Tell me, what more is left to live?"

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"Miss (L/N), there are plenty of reasons in life for you to live!"

"All my reasons to live is already gone."

What was the point of living when you killed countless of people?

What was the reason?

Why?

Why did you have to live if you had no reason?

"You should at least value life more!" Grumbling in frustration, the quirk specialist doctor scratched his bald head. "This may be your last time!"

"Why should I live when life wants me dead?!"

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"Listen Miss (L/N). I am a doctor, and my purpose is to save lives. To save you." Tightly holding onto his clipboard, he flipped through certain pages before continuing. "If you overuse your quirk again, I'm afraid that it might be your last."

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"What's there to be afraid?" Shrugging his advice, you slumped your shoulders before biting your tongue. You could feel your throat flare up with prickling blazes, your lungs getting suffocated by God's hand as they signalled you — leave, leave and never return. "I've already walked by death's door."

"And this time you'll never come back!"

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"So what?"

"Miss (L/N), what do you mean 'so what'? This is your life at stake! You aren't going to return." The doctor pleaded with all his might, you could see it in his eyes. It was like water, clear, but wavering at the same time.

"Can't you see?" In an instance, you felt nauseated, throwing up a pool of blood. You glanced down onto your crimson red hands drenched in the foul substance. Looking back up, you saw the expressions of horror spread across the whole room. "Death is already welcoming me into it's arms."

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"There isn't a return for me."

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school results came back
and dis bij survived
HAHAHAHAH I GOT 2B's

rip PE and English 💀
yea a B for English :')

i got no clue what to write fr
so i'll take like a break till jan
to brainstoRM BABAHHAHA

i do be improvising each chapter

let's take this as a xmas break :D

sorry HEHEHEHEH IM JUST
KINDA IN THE HOLIDAY MOOD

BUT THANK U FOR 102k?!/!:772!:
the giveaway chap is alrdy out teehee

i will pick thee winenrs in like a week :D

EEK ANYWAYS TAKE CAREE

i hope u enjoyed uh the random
dialogue chapter HAHAHAHA

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btw should i do shorter a/n's in
future? im scared im annoying

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