yours truly ⌘ luke hemmings

0.1

yours truly

chapter 0.1

9/6/13

dear mia (a.k.a princess)

wow, sixth months. sixth months of me missing my sunshine; my world, my only source of happiness. oh, sweet mia, how i dream of holding you in my arms and telling you how much i love you, just one more time. but why would you leave me here? how could you leave me after you found out i wasn't doing well, and now i have to fight through this all alone. it's been getting worse, they don't stop taunting me and it makes me wish i could somehow join you, wherever you are. you gave me a state of freedom and courage, and now looking in the mirror everyday, i see a fuck up who can't grasp onto life. sometimes when the pain was too strong, i'd sit in the mirror and watch myself crumple like a piece of paper, curling into a ball. most likely, i'd just think of you and it made everything worse. seeing how pathetic i was didn't seem fair; the other kids were strong and independent and i can't even last a day without walking to your grave and talking to you like you're still breathing the same air as me.

but you aren't. you're forever gone and i refuse to let myself believe i'll never be able to hold you in my arms and tell you how much i love you. and maybe one day i will. maybe one day i'll have the honors of calling you mine again, but for now, it seems like the whole entire world has given up on me. damnit mia, i just want you here with me.

but wherever you are, mia, always remember that you're my world, my sun, and all of my stars.

yours truly,
luke (a.k.a penguin)

a/n

aw look at lukey pookie pouring his soul out into that letter !

sorry this is so short! the chapters that are letters might be short af but they'll be good I promise❤️

I've deleted most of the stories that were not moving along and started this one (:

I'm not sure if this is good or not but I like it and tbh I got the chills writing it😂😂

please vote(: