CHAPTER IV:
Every situation I feel drowning and unfree,
The past are still process and repeatedly happend on me what do you think its possible can I get good reason why I'm here ?
I don't know how to go and how to right my direction and how to follow the footprints that given to me ?
In this whole life I feel not pretty enough to make a new decision that never ever treat me as stupid!
This is worthless and useless on me even I've been trying to be a good man but it is not enough,
Even Now and many years ago the past was still on my heart.
What do you think are the wounds?
From the past will heal or not and memory will remain the root of the promise of immutability
I think yes but it yours if you have any perception
The past gives me a pain and it put into depth sea to die ....
Like now I'm drowning and cannot get out of what is happening In life It just keeps coming back and over and over again hurting my life And the past, I am returning to remain a part of myself
I'm downing please help me! Please
Where are you god!
I begging you!
I can't handle this situation and I'm tired.....
Why me? Lord I don't know what to do ?
maybe I can't get up now............
I feel like I'm going to drown forever and I won't be able to get up again When I sink In this sea I don't know if this is the end?
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