Color Blind (YoonMinSeok FF) ON HOLD

Chapter 20: Comforting and Hurting

[Not proof read. Ignore the mistakes plzz]

When Hoseok woke up, it was dark inside the room. He sat up on the bed and looked around the room, he saw Jimin sleeping next to him with his back facing him. He frowned when he didn't see Yoongi with them.

Hoseok quietly moved out of the bed. He made his way towards the door of the bedroom. He opened the doors, the doors opened with a noise, Hoseok hissed silently and looked at the bed to see if he had woken Jimin up but thankfully he was still sleeping. Hoseok sighed a sigh of relief and opened the door more so that he can easily exit. Once he was outside, he was greeted by a slightly cold floor and then he noticed that he forgot to wear his slippers. Hoseok just shrugged at the thought and made his way towards the library where he guessed Yoongi would be.

There were a few guards on patrol. They all had bowed towards Hoseok when they had came across the prince. All of them shocked to see the prince roaming the palace at this time of the day. But  no one said anything leaving the prince to his business as long as he was safe and the guards knew that the shadow guards were keeping an eye on him.

Before Hoseok took a turn to go into the library, he stopped at the grand main room. He remembered Jimin say that this is called the main room because it had many corridors leading to bed chambers of the royals. There was another main room and it had many ways leading to council room, throne room etc. The delegation from other countries would use the second main room and the current one in which Hoseok was, was used by royals and their family etc.

Hoseok looked at the water clock situated at the center of the main room and got to know that it was around sunrise time. He frowned again when he thought how Yoongi was not sleeping then he remembered that yesterday was the day where he would leave the politics. Hoseok quickly made his way towards the library praying that he would find Yoongi there.

Fortunately, he found Yoongi in the library. He was busy writing something on a paper. There were two candles lit up on the table and that part of the library was also lit up by the candles around it. The other part of the library was dark but illuminated by the moon light.

He walked towards him. Yoongi looked at him and then went back to writing what he was writing on the paper. Hoseok sat on the wooden chair beside him and looked at the table.

There were many piles of paper. They were divided by titles, Hoseok read some of the titles and he knew that these papers were for him.

"You could've wrote the guides for me tomorrow too." Hoseok said. Yoongi sighed and dropped his feather. Some ink smudged against the paper. He leaned back on the chair and looked at  Hoseok.

"I finished writing this like 6 hours ago. I was about to come to the room but I remembered that I had not written to my sister in so long, so I was writing the letter and when I finished wrting I saw how big I have written so I took almost 2 hours shortening the letter and only adding things which are important." He replied. Hoseok nodded.

"Are you done now?"

"Yeah. Why are you here? Do you feel alright?" Yoongi asked.

"Yeah, I do. But do you feel okay?"

"I do. Why wouldn't I?"

"You are not. You are hiding something. Tell me, you can be open about your feelings with me. I have heard many times that I am a good listener." Hoseok said. Yoongi scoffed and shook his  head.

"Fancy coming this from you when you have been hiding something from us since you have came here." Hoseok was shocked hearing this from him.

"I am not!" Hoseok said and flinched a little bit when Yoongi abruptly stood up from his chair.

"You are lying again and again. Just stop lying and come clean to us, the longer you keep it from us, you will loose more of our trust. Please, stop it." Hoseok stood up from his seat when he saw Yoongi start crying. Hoseok quickly hugged him and caressed his back as Yoongi cried in his arms.

"I hate Jimin. I hate him a lot. I did not even thought that he would do this to me. He never bent down according to his father's will. So why now? Why did he made me do that? It was so humiliating to watch the council members who I had shown their place, smirk at me." He said in between his sniffles.

"Jiminie didn't even come to comfort me. Why? He just finished the meeting and I was waiting that he would come to the library, but he didn't and then a messenger came to me and said that the King was tired and he said that he is going to sleep and he can't come and see me." Yoongi said sniffling again. He was breathing hard and Hoseok wanted to separate himself from Yoongi and at least get him a cup of water but Yoongi's hold was too tight.

"Doesn't he love me anymore? Have you replaced my place? I don't blame you. I have also started feeling something for you, but I won't ever stop feeling something for Jiminie, but I think he has stopped feeling anything towards me. I hate him so much." Yoongi said and then resumed crying. Hoseok stood there beside him holding him close by his waist as he let Yoongi cry on his shoulder until he could see different colors start to brighten up the horizon.

Hoseok didn't knew when but they had started swaying on the spot and the slight sway mixed in with the exhaustion of crying got to Yoongi and he was dozing off in Hoseok's arms.

Hoseok shook him a little and told him that they should sleep in the bed. Once they entered the bed chambers, they were greeted by Jimin putting on his robe. He looked towards the two and made eye contact with Yoongi. His eyes softened as he looked at his red eyes and tear stains on his cheeks. Just as he started making his way towards Yoongi, he tilted his head burying it in Hoseok's chest and mumbling how he was too sleepy and wanted to sleep. Jimin stopped in his tracks, he was hurt at how Yoongi moved away from him.

"I am going to the throne room. News came that there were some change in plans and the North Kingdom's royal family will be arriving soon, they had taken off last night and they will be here soon. I have to set up the rooms and so somethings, I would really like if you will come with me." Jimin said to Hoseok. Hoseok looked at Yoongi and then looked at Jimin and shook his head. 

"You can decorate the palace and the maids can make their beds. I will be with Yoongi and then I can just meet them when they arrive." Hoseok said. Yoongi let out a big breath and separated himself from Hoseok.

"Both of you leave. I have to sleep in peace. Don't wake me up until the Northern Royal family arrives." Yoongi ordered and before Hoseok could say anything else, Yoongi put up his hand.

"Go Hoseok-ah, decorate your brother's room with his favorite flowers and his favorite colors. Also don't forget to give the 3 people one room." Yoongi winked at Hoseok and Hoseok laughed. 

"Are you sure?"

"Yup. Now get ready and go and tell the chef to make me something with strawberry and cocoa. I will have breakfast at around 12." Yoongi said as he climbed on to the bed. He took off his silk robe and took off his fur slippers and then slipped inside the covers.

Meanwhile, Hoseok took off to the closet finding clothes to wear for the day. While Jimin looked at Yoongi and felt guilty. He wanted to come last night but he was too cowardly to face his lover from whom he had stolen the only position in the politics.  He didn't has the strength to make eye contact with Yoongi, how could he have comforted him, kissed his tears away when he was the cause of them.

END OF THE CHAPTER

Next chapter will be up soon, I hope.