Writing is the star of our life

72_ goodbye forever

_When I said goodbye, I wanted to say more, say I love you and say that I still think of you every night with my crying, say that you own my pages and my pens, say that your presence haunts me even in my imagination, so leaving does not mean leaving, nor goodbye is my last word, and parting you is my end, nor  The matter is so much about love that it is about lethargy, which you promised me would not be among us, which I previously told you that I feared, so I would not have thought that I would be insignificant with all my love and longing.
_you know what?!
My heart is still blossoming with your love until now, your love that killed me that took me to hell, your love that brought me nothing but torment, I have been collecting the crumbs of your love making it love for myself, since when did love become like this since when it became full of betrayal and betrayal
_Tell me since when ?!
You forgot your promises to stay and if everyone is gone.
_Where are you now?
Every time I try to make up an excuse for you in front of myself my mind tells me that I forget what I did to you.
_Why did you do all this?
You had in my heart the equivalent of a mass of love divided by forty hearts, all of them were you, I wrote many, many letters to you that will not arrive, I will leave and inside all of this I have no choice, but I still love you I still miss and longing kills me, I still arrange the stars in the sky to show me your appearance So my loneliness will be felt, but in spite of all this I will carry all this love inside me and go quietly, I will miss, but I will not return, goodbye, who was my other half that I loved, goodbye, betray me, and feed my days.
_goodbye forever.