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81_ Dear Absent

_Dear Absent, I wish you peace of mind and bliss.
I want to tell you that today is the fourth anniversary of your departure, and that I still imagined that you remained and that you did not leave, four years ago you used to laugh and feel pain, but now the smile abandoned me as you did, and my feeling of fear became sweeping through me, our memory became tormented, so do it from mentioning your name in front of me So I swear that he makes my heart like shards of broken crystal, I still keep his first letter of love;
you used to say that you adore my hair darkened and that I looked like princesses, and I began flirting with me as if you were seeing my picture in front of you, as for his second letter in which he talked about the extent of your love for me, and the messages between us did not end until I came  His last message was as if they were eighteen in number, and its content was that you did not see me like me and that God would compensate me and some words that still hurt me at that time I felt my heart contraction and how your absence affected me, my dear, I know that you have nothing in your hand and that fate wants to test us, but I swear that I missed you so much that I became shaken  I miss you, I'm still trying to convince myself that you have become gentle, but my soul has clung to your ghost and start to imagine that you haven't left, you have begun to choke your spectrum as if you are, I still keep your jacket that still carries the scent of your distinctive perfume for me I still smile when I remember how I was changing Remove me Hatta in my ugliest photos, I still feel my tenderness when I wear your jacket and fall asleep as I imagine your presence.