Writing is the star of our life

76_ In the past

_Good evening to you.

This text is maybe a bit strange.
In it you will find a variety of letters, some of which describe a disappointment in you, and some of them that will heal one of your scars that is still hurting you.

In the past, eight months ago, everything before him was characterized by joy and purity, until his sadness was pure sadness that was not false.
He had little awareness of what was around him.
His decisions were hasty without considering their results, and what would happen as a result of her action.
Dreams were also rosy with hope.
The ceiling of his ambitions, was high enough to achieve everything he thought would not be achieved, But suddenly!

The city began to collapse, with surrender and weakness evident in front of everyone,
It was getting worse, which is how for that city that was full of joy;
To turn off like that that way?

Days were passing day by day,
And he was still settled in that room that was the only witness to what was happening to him.

Loneliness was his only sitter, suffering from it, and healing his pain with it as well. It was his home when he was a foreigner, his music was also all he had at this time, He used to look at her whenever he missed one of them, everyone saw songs.

Whenever longing visited him, music became the source of noise inside him, not calm, so really music was one of his biggest defeats
When he linked it with those who left.

This lasted for a long time ... hope slowly interrupted.
There isn't enough energy to move forward, dreams fade before his eyes, you see no reaction from him except silence and crying.
It got really bad.
Until everything was demolished before his eyes!

This was the most traumatic that affected him.
He saw his dreams destroyed and destroyed before his eyes.
the ceiling of his ambitions fell equal to his feet.
Everything collapsed before his eyes, while he was still silent, like an inanimate object.

Memories haunted him and took revenge every day.
The night was the worst it was.

A long time passed that was enough to make him suffer sufficiently, then everything inside of him began to return again,
Everything has really changed from what it was, The fate of the decisions has changed from what it was in the past.
Feelings have no value to him,
His life began to follow the path of logic,
The heart has become an obedient slave and has no right to anything.
Those were the most significant changes that occurred to him, after the tragedy he experienced that toppled him to the ground, killed his dreams and demolished everything he was seeking to build.

The dilemma at the time was the memories
As if everything is brought down again,
Those memories succeeded in controlling him,
She also succeeded in recovering all his defeats and recounting them before him again
Here was the secret behind his cruelty and strength, and that maturity that he now has.

A person who saw all his defeats staged twice before him, how could he not be hard?  And how will he be a child after all this like in the past?

It all lies in the extent of the pain inside you
The greater the amplitude, the greater the underlying force
Enough just to be strong, some pain and sadness ..
Some shocking defeats!

Here, really, I can say that after he was fragile ..
Quick-attaching and tender-hearted!
He is mature enough to move forward in the various paths of his life.