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88_ excessive thinking

_It started with excessive thinking, of details.
Yes, the details were just the beginning of the sadness, thinking about the smallest details, the details made me aware of what is going on around me, the details that made me mature, and I wish I hadn't matured, I wish I had remained with that innocence, I wish that life left me alone, I wish that the innocent child who does not leave me, You understand something in life:
All she wants is fun with her brightly colored, beautiful toys only;
But life and then gradually increased, I started with a love of loneliness despite my being a very social person;
But with the passage of time I realized that loneliness has become my only refuge from your miserable world, for it's free from you and from your hypocrisy, and very comfortable in contrast to your exhausted world full of evil and hypocrisy, I don't know now whether I thank life for making me mature knowing that the world is this bad or blame it for making me realize reality and not leave my pink world The beautiful?
I know that you are bored of me and my grief, but it wasn't by my will, for he is the one who chose me, not I who wanted it, you know, my friend, I realized that sadness isn't just a temporary feeling, but it's a spirit that occupies the entity, exhausting the body, and the soul leaves it's mark in the core of your heart, sadness is a solid spirit that doesn't leave it's owner  Easily, especially when she loves him and I think she loved me dearly.