ZONE

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Michael's POV

"Dad?" Lily's voice comes through the door like a bucket of ice. "Hey why are you guys arguing?" She asks but i keep my eyes on the girl in front of me instead.

"Get dress now!" Darling whisper yells at me but i doesn't move. "No! I want you to stay!" I whispers back not moving an inch.

"Are you blackmailing me right now?" Her eyes study my face for a moment. I just shrugs my shoulders in response. "Okay then go out there and show Lily that your naked in my room." She called my bluff gesturing yo the door.

"Guys?" Now Rose yells. I sigh letting my shoulders slump. "Fine." I starts to put my clothes back on and she puts on underwear and pants. I go to open the door. "Wait." Oh thank god! She changed her mind. I smile turning back to her.

"Your hair is to messy." And my dreams are crushed again. She gets close and runs her long fingers through my hair. I just want to kiss her and go back to bed.

"Darling?" Rose calls.

I hug her waist. "Baby please stay." She looks into my eyes and kisses me softly. Her kisses are amazing. "No." She pulls back and opens the door.

"I'm sorry for the yelling guys. We were just saying good bye but we ended up arguing." Well i guess she's not really lying, just leaving the magical sex part out.

Maybe i was bad at it and that's why she won't stay! I haven't have Real sex for three years now. I didn't for months before meeting Carly and after i stayed faithful.

Not anymore but i love Darling.

I told her yesterday that i loved her and i that i will leave Carly. But now she doesn't want anything to do with me and keeps mentioning Carly like she's going to be there in the future, so i guess that's not what she wants.

"Dad!"

"Dad!!" Lily yells and Darling taps me in the shoulder. I was to focus on her to hear my daughter. "Sorry what?" I look at them confuse.

"Darling asked you to leave so she could get ready." Rose said in a duh tone. I look back at Darling with pleading eyes. Begging her to stay. "I have a lot to do and only two hours now to do it." She said with no emotion.

Lily takes my hand pulling me out of Darling's room. "Did you talk to her about staying the summer?" Lily asks. Fuck i can see the hope she has in her eyes.

What am i suppose to say no sweetie you're dad is bad at sex. I told her i love her and that i would leave my girlfriend for her but she wants to run. I guess I'm that bad.

"Dadddd!"

"Dad are you going to keep zoning out?" Rose asks getting irritated.

"Sorry guys but she's still leaving." Their faces fall. I walk to my room so they don't see my face. I lock my bedroom door behind me. I tried to stay away for her own good. She is to young to understand that i only did that because i love her. It was torture seen her and not being with her.

Now she is eighteen and i would risk anything to be with her. Carly is good woman she doesn't deserve to be use as a distraction but with her around i have to behave and hold back and that's what i need.

"God!" I can't believe i had sex with her, told her i love her and she said it meant nothing. She is leaving and i won't see her anymore. Now i can be with her, show her just how much i love her and she leaves.

I walk to the dresser and pick up the picture of us skating at the park she was just fourteen. We were both laughing because i fell on my ass. Everything was much easier then. I had to fuck it up and get feelings for her.

Who the fuck dose that?

Ahh is so hard when she is so so, well so nice, smart, beautiful and HOT oooh so hot. Why dose she have to be fit? What teenage girl is that fit? I get that she is a dancer but come on!

I love her so much, it hurts to know that i hurt her. "FUCK!" I yell and throw the picture to the wall, breaking it.

"Mike? Are you okay?" Carly yells through the door. "What are you doing here Carly?" I ask harshly, annoyed at the interruption. I take a deep breath. "You told me to go with you to Darlings graduation remember?"

Fuck fuck shit!!

"Mmm yeah i remember. I'm getting dressed right now. You can wait in the living room." I pick up the picture from the floor and the pieces of glass.

"Okay, but are you okay Mike i heard yelling and crashing?" I sigh and run my fingers through my hair "yes.. well... i have the tv on" Please believe me.

"Okay then i will be down stairs, love you" I hear her leave and like always i don't say it back. I might be lying about all of this but telling someone I love you and don't mean it is cruel.

I walk to the bathroom to shower and i take a glance at my face. I look like shit. My eyes are red and puffy, my face is pale and my hair is a mess.

After my shower i put on a suit and go downstairs. Lily has a beautiful pink dress, Rose has a women's suit on and Carly is in a short red dress.

I put on a smile.? "Would you look at all my beautiful women. I hope I don't have to punch anybody today." I joke and they giggle.

"Thanks dad" said Lily.

"Thank you so much Mike, you look very handsome." Carly purrs walking to my side grabbing my face and kisses me. I thought i hated her kisses before but now that i have kissed darling i hate them even more.

I hear the twins gasp so i brake the kiss. When i turn i see my baby in a beautiful white dress. "You look stunning Doll." I tell her in aw forgetting the other 3 women in the room.

"Thank y." She gets interrupted. "Don't you think it's to revealing for school?" Carly frown disapproving her dress. "She looks perfect unlike you who is wearing a little red dress for a high school graduation." Said Rose walking to the door and pulling Darling with her.

She's not wrong.

"I didn't mean to offend, I just didn't want her to get in trouble at school." Carly said looking emotional. She's a very sensitive person. "It's okay Carly. Rose is just over protective of Darling." I loosely hug her.

"I'm going to go before they leave because they got on Darling's car already. I guess we will meet there." Said Lily already walking out the door. I thought i was driving her.

"Lets go." Carly takes my hand walking to my car.

I found out later that night that Darling changed her flight to right after her graduation. Her getting her diploma was the last time i saw her and i didn't know it at the time.