My famous little one

9

Camilas pov

The girls were all in dinahs room as I was in Lauren and I's alone. I was lead on the bed with my note book and pen, I was writing down my feelings and thoughts as I usually do.

I turn to a clean page and start to write, as I was writing I realise that my thoughts and feelings were becoming a song, I smile and keep going with it.

I was writing for hours perfecting this song, it was obviously about Lauren and I, but not a love song, it was a sex song. I really didn't think I had it in me, but I guess I did, as I was writing I kept thinking back to the other night, when we were on the bed in that hotel room, it was one of the hottest times we had sex.

I was writing all day, I didn't go to dinahs room because I had a headache, so Lauren let me stay alone in our room. From the shows we do I get bad headaches, Lauren's started to stop babying me when I'm not in head space when I have these headaches, she's starting to leave me alone like I ask and it's not in a mean way, it's just I want quiet when I have a headache like anyone else. When I'm in my headspace I like when she babies me, asking if I need anything, if I'm okay 5 minutes in between, it's nice and comforting when I'm little, not when I'm big it gets annoying.

The hotel room door opens, I close my book and see Lauren, I smile and she smiles back.

"Hey baby, how you feeling?" She asks closing the door and sitting on the bed, I nod resting my head on her lap.

"Better" I say, she nods playing with my hair

"What have you been doing?" I ask, I shook my head

"Just writing" I say, she nods

"All day?" She asked, I nod

"Yep" I say, she smiles and leans down kissing me

"What about?" She asked, I smile

"Just my thoughts and feelings" I say, she nods

"Everything okay?" I smile nodding

"Everything's great" I say, she smiles nodding

"Good" she whispers, I get up putting my book away

Lauren leans over grabbing my waist, I smile and then she starts to undo my pants.

"Babe" I sigh, she looks at me

"Yes?" I shook my head

"I don't want too" I say, she sighed

Even though I just wrote a sex song, thinking about the time we had extremely hot sex, I really wasn't in the mood today.

"Why?" She asked, i shook my head

"I just don't want too, okay?" I ask, she nods sighing.

I get undressed and put some pyjamas on, Lauren looks and does the same, I cuddle her on the bed and she kisses me I kiss her back.

"Do you still find me attractive?" Lauren asked, I frown confused

"Of course I do, you're so fucking hot" I say, she nods

"Then why don't you want to have sex with me?" She asked, i sigh

"Babe, I'm just not in the mood" I say, she nods

"Did you masturbate?" She asked, I go wide eyed

"Lauren! No!" I say shocked, she nods

"Okay" she mumbled, I giggle

"Jesus, what's wrong?" I ask, she shook her head

"Just horny" she said, I nod

"As always" I say, she giggles and I kiss her cheek

I did feel bad for her because I could feel her hard-on, Twitching against my leg. I rub it over her pants and she looks, I kiss her and go down her body.

"Camz, you don't have too" she said, I nod

"I know" I say, I pull it out and give her a blow job, I go back up when she finished and lay on top of her cuddling her.

"Babe, why are you getting so horny on this tour?" I ask, she smiles

"Because I don't have to worry about my family" she said, I giggle nodding

"The privacy we have, we could have sex all day and not have to worry about anyone coming in or out" she said, I nod.

"Yeh" I say, she kisses my head

"You okay? You haven't been little yet and it's been almost a week" she said, I nod smiling

"I'm good" I say, she nods and I yawn softly she giggles.

"I'm the one who just came so fucking good and you're tired?" She asked giggling, I smile and nod.

"Yeh" I whisper, she chuckles and kisses my cheek

"Go to sleep then Camz, I'm here" she said, I smile wide at the little reassurance

"I love you" I say, she rubs my back

"I love you too baby" she said, I peck her lips and get comfortable

It did take me a while to fall asleep, I just wanted to feel the comfort of being in her arms for a while longer. I know that I could be in them whenever I wanted but I just wanted to in that moment, I wanted to be there for a little longer, it may sound weird but I felt like she could slip away at any moment. I'm so happy I have Lauren, she is the best thing that ever happened to me, I hope she knows that because she is. I never want to lose her, it would kill me to know I lost her she is my everything.

"It's okay babe, you can sleep" Lauren said after a while, I look at her.

"Never leave me" I say, she nods

"Okay, I won't" she whispered, I nod holding her tight

"What's wrong?" She asked, i shook my head

"I just never want to lose you, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life" I say, she nods softly.

"I'm not going anywhere Camz, it's okay...I'll be here until the end, I promise" she said, I relax a little more hearing her say that.

"Go to sleep baby" she whispered, this time I finally could fall asleep in the love of my life's arms.