Desire for Eminence (Dream Series #2)

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Drunk

I rubbed my temples as i slowly walked back to my car. Even though my vision is still hazy and i still feel like puking. I continued to walk with a throbbing head. I groaned when i saw how fucked i looked. My clothes is a bit crampled! 

I dont even know why i am still in the beach! All i can remember was i am drinking alone last night. 

"I slept here?" i sighed, still massaging my head. Hindi ko na nakayanan pa ang maglakad pabalik sa sasakyan kaya umupo muna ako sa isang table sa loob ng restaurant. Naglilinis pa lang ang mga employee at wala pa masyadong customers. 

I confronted him because i caught him cheating then he broke up with me. He left me here in the island. Akala ko ba mahal niya ako pero bakit may iba? I was shouting my misery  last night. I brought some alcohol to maybe forget the pain? Pain is slowly killing me inside so i tried to release it here at the beach so no one will know how miserable i am. 

I groaned when my head suddenly throbbed hard.

His warm lips on mine. Sliding and softly sweeping down my mouth. I felt his warm hands on my freezing body. He pulls me closer and gently guided me closer to him. Angling  his face to properly kiss me deeper. His thumbs softly caressing my cheeks as his hands rested on my nape making sure he's holding me steadily. 

"Fuck?" i gasped when a hazy memory suddenly popped out of my dumb mind. 

"I kissed someone?!" it's only a dream right? Imposible naman! Mag-isa lang ako kagabi! I softly touch my lip as i tried to find some bits of memory from last night. Wala akong nakita ibang tao dito kagabi, ano iyon merman?! Damn! Hindi naman pupunta si Louver dito para makipagbalikan saakin. Siya pa nga iyong nakipaghiwalay diba? Iniwan na ako. May nahanap nang iba.

I immediately ran to the nearest bathroom when i suddenly felt the urge to vomit. "Shit!" reklamo ko.

"This hangover is killing me!" I groaned and looked at myself on the mirror. 

I gasped when i saw red marks all over my body! Halos lumayas na ang kaluluwa ko dahil sa mga nakikita sa salamin. I looked terrible! I literally looked fucked up! I softly check if its just an allergy reaction but it isn't.

"It isn't a dream?!" naiiyak na sigaw habang pilit na binubura ang pulang marka sa balat. I tried to lift my crampled dress up to maybe cover the marks. "Oh no." singhap ko.

Nakakahiya naman kung maglalakad ako palabas ng banyo ng ganito. 

I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer, begging him to love me?! We're making out!

I groaned and cupped my face. Regrets and embarassment are slowly creeping inside me. 

"Who is he?!" i cant properly see his face, all of it was blurry in my memory. Sobrang lasing ko na ba talaga kagabi? I am begging like a cat in heat! I cant even recognize my own voice! 

"Ahh," i was moaning under him. I felt his tight grip on my thighs as he pulled me closer and positioned himself in between. I heard him groaned when i winced because of his abrupt movement inside. All i heard was both of our panting and heavy breathing as his pace was slowly getting faster and harder. I felt him moved deeper and his domineering hold on my body entice me to willingly submit on his touch. 

"Shit!" i immediately stopped my car. Muntik na akong mabangga nang biglang bumalik iyong alaala kagabi. 

"What the fuck really happened?! I am having sex with a guy i dont even know!?" that explains why i have red marks all over my body! tears slowly stream down on my cheeks but i immediately wiped it off.