8. Happy For You

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Dear J,

My actions that can't be explained, feelings that are too complicated, was somehow being answered as I talk. The reason why I was happy for the both of you that time, ng sinabi ni ______ na nililigawan mo siya, is that, I can see my two favorite persons have a chance to be happy together.

The reason kung bakit nanghihinayang ako nung sinabi niya na hindi ka niya sasagutin, is because, kung ako siguro, sasagutin kita. But that's only a fantasy, I know it's far from reality na magugustuhan mo ako.

But, masaya na ako na naririnig ko sa kaibigan ko yung daily happenings sa buhay mo, that's more than enough for me. She also told me na nililigawan mo ulit yung classmate natin from grade 12, at nagkakamabutihan kayo.

Well, good for you, as long as you are happy. I think I can sleep peacefully. Somehow, our first year passed, hindi ka masyadong nagpakita saamin or maybe, it's just me, who can't find you no matter where I look.

Nagsimula ka na din kasing umiwas, since nalaman ng ibang friends ni ______, na niligawan mo nga siya at ayaw mong asarin siya ng iba, specially, nililigwan mo presently yung nililigawan mo dati.

I know you and my friend is still chatting occasionally since that's what she told me. But until the end, you really are a gentleman aren't you? You minimize your interaction with each other, though your panliligaw is not a thing anymore, not mentioning my friend is a close friend of yours na nasasabihan mo ng problema, for the sake of everyone not being uncomfortable, you choose to distance yourself, what a man! How I wish you were mine...

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