10. Second Name

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Dear J,

You're in a relationship, that's why I'm searching for ways to divert my feelings to you. And that way was telling my friends about you, because based on my experience, once I tell people that I like a person, those feelings of like will eventually subside.

This is proven and tested for me, so ayun nga, kinuwento kita sa ilan sa mga kaibigan ko and told them that I'm telling it to them with the purpose of making my feelings disperse.

They know you by your second name, hindi ako ganoon katapang para sabihin sakanila yung first name mo, but I somehow didn't like leaving you nameless, it makes me feel you're just a dream. So, I gave them your second name, I hope you don't mind.

So going back, nagkwento ako sakanila, pero bakit ganoon? Instead of going away, why does it feels like I'm just falling harder for you? Every time na nagkukwento ako, I can't stop myself from imagining you, my friends says that my eyes are twinkling from talking about you. I was sure as hell, this would subside, but how come it is the opposite?!

I am an iron lady. I know you will agree on me with this, hindi ako pusong bato, pusong bakal ako! But somehow, pagdating sayo, my heart is just another unguarded and vulnerable heart. THIS IS REALLY BAD FOR ME!

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