12. Whispers of the Devils

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Dear J,

First sem is almost over and yeah, I somehow survive just by glancing at you when we encounter each other in the corridor from time to time. Grabe, ang hirap talaga pag one sided yung feelings.

But for the reason that I listened to the whispers of the devils, also known as my friends, nagkalakas ako ng loob na i-chat ka, and you replied, heck, you replied! You had no idea how happy I was that time, I know you are just being polite pero, I swear, I was so happy that time.

And that happened for two consecutive days! Gosh, it felt like bawing bawi yung buong first sem ko kahit hindi tayo nakapag-interact. Plus, I was also able to say happy birthday to you, kasi nagkataon na birthday mo that time. Gosh, I felt so high!

It might be just another message for you, just another question, or just another greetings that passed by, but that conversation of us really made me felt I was on clouds.

Because you see, that was the first time I ever messaged a guy according to my own will, I know that I am wrong for doing this because you already have a girlfriend, pero alam ko naman kung hanggang saan lang ako, pardon me for this part.

At isa pa, I did not like you for nothing, you are not the type of guy to cheat, kung ganoon ka in the first place, I will never ever like you. And what we had is just a friendly conversation, whatever I'm feeling that time was mine alone, labas ka na doon.

I'm curious though, if you knew that you are the first guy I ever messaged, what will be your reaction?

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