Back and forth|Jxdn

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I forced myself out of the room after my deep thinking session, okay i do confess that i find him cute but even if i like him it's not a big deal because i will never tell him anyway. I can't risk ruining our friendship for some stupid teens attraction. I made my way downstairs and into the kitchen, they were all on their phones before their heads snapped up at me, I looked at Jaden and he gave me a weak smile.

"What happened to you?" Kio asked as i sat myself on the chair next to him.

"I just felt sick in my stomach so i went to the bathroom" I shrugged carelessly.

"Was it your period?" Jaden asked and my head snapped at him. I heard abby gasp and i could feel noah and kio amused as they tried to hold their laughter.

"How dare you!" I glared at him and the guys couldn't keep it any longer and started laughing their asses off.

"Im sorry i just fig- " he started explaining nervously before i cut him off "enough of this topic please" I glared at him. Although i was messing with him but i think he didn't get the joke. Tho I don't like people talking about private stuff like this.

"Anyways the cake must have cooled down so let's decorate it" I smiled walking to get the pans from the cooling shelf. I put them on the island and looked at the guys who were standing there with their aprons on. I motioned for them to come get the cake layers and they did. They started decorating it, i could feel Jaden staring at me from my right side as i was chopping the chocolate. After few minutes i felt him lean closer as he whispered in my ear " im sorry" I could feel the sense of guilt in his voice. I chuckled and looked at him, he furrowed his brows.

"Why are you laughing ?" He asked.

"I was messing with you dumbass" i laughed and I could see a grin grow on his face.

"I hate you" he laughed.

"You don't" i smirked before continuing what i was doing.

We finished the cake and had a movie night all five of us, the night eventually ended without any of us feeling it.

~ 2 weeks later ~

It's been like 2 weeks and to be honest it was the best, I visited my aunt probably like 4 times and i took kio,abby,Noah and Jaden with me like twice, kio and Noah met my aunt and she likes them already. Me and Jaden hung out a-lot  and we got really close like we cuddled and had movie nights alone and it made my feelings for him grow even more.

Josh obviously tried talking to me multiple times but i either ignored him and walked away or excused myself from any conversation with him. He still hadn't got the hint but it's whatever I don't really care anymore. Me and the girls hung out alot as we missed alot of girls talk. Mads haven't tried to call me or even text me, and i think it has to do with them breaking up, I tried to call her once but she didn't pick up and I don't know why.

I heard the door bell rang as i was painting, painting is one of the things that i like to do when i feel things that I can't express by words. As a human being it's hard to keep your feelings to yourself when your goal is to not show it ,growing feelings for Jaden is kinda scary to me as i only considered him as my best friend nothing more nothing less, but when im around him i feel sparks in my stomach and my heart beats fast, these feelings are kinda new to me because I don't remember falling for anyone for like 7 years straight, that's right! grade 7 , elementary school love is kinda innocent and that's what makes it a happy memory to me.

And as of for josh I did like him but surprisingly he didn't make me feel any of these feelings, but unfortunately no happy ending for me because there will not be a beginning in the first place.