I open up

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I open up to you just to feel worse.
I open up just to feel like a bond I have cursed.
I let my feelings out and tell you what I hold in.
So kindly you sat and listened.
I open up just to feel like a bother.
I've said too much for us to stay by one another.
I feel this coldness every moment of every day.
I open up just to still feel this way.
I am sorry for pouring my feelings onto you.
Swim away through my ocean,
as one would do.
I open up just to feel cold.
Your teeth loudly chatter.
A cold I let off.
A cold you now know matters.
I open up just to see snowflakes fall.
A face close by turns blue now  knowing all.
I will not watch you suffer.
After I open up and bring you my winter.
I open up just to feel guilty.
Fine to let you go.
No need to freeze with me.

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