In Jungkook's room Present day
Jk woke up early while Jin was sleeping soundly in his bed. How he missed his brother's presence, it made him extremely happy that Jin slept in his bed even though it was because of alcohol. As he had these monologues in his head he realized that he was staring at the figure too long. The internal voices and endless gratitude towards his brother made him emotional and he shed a little tear, moving closer to the sleeping man and engulfed him in his embrace. He promised himself he would always protect him and care for him, he is the sole reason that he is alive. He is forever indebted towards Jin. Jin showered him with love and care when he needed it in the darkest of times.
Why are you suddenly hugging me? Jin said in his little sleepy voice when he heard a sniffle.
Taking a good look at Jk's face he saw tears rolling down slowly, he felt a pang in his heart.
"Why are you crying Jungkookie? Are you ok? Are you sad because I couldn't come to the basketball practice? Please don't cry.. I am sorry''
Jk smiled at the worrisome face, he felt he was home, like in a parent's arms.
''Jin I am ok, I was just thinking about something. About how i was before and..''
''Can you promise me one thing? I want you to live freely, not feeling guilty about your past, our past. Please learn to love yourself , see the Jk I love to hang out with and see the progress that you have done.''
''I know, but it's hard forgiving myself because all I did was hurt you and our family but you were always there to hold me even when I pushed you away and hurt you.''
Jk pulled Jin's hand and caressed on the palm where there was a huge scar. A scar caused by Jk in one of his anger bouts. He has not yet forgiven himself for all that, one of the main reasons why he never lets people in his life. He is afraid people will find out about his insecurities and his dark side and eventually leave him.
'I trust you Jk, I really trust you, you will never harm me intentionally. It was an accident and I forgave you long ago. Don't be hard on yourself. You deserve to have a normal life , you are precious, I will never give up on you.'
'Now that's too cheesy, also i am very thankful and sorry, i guess i never got to thankyou properly.' Jk said wiping his tears.
''Also, i am sad because you cancelled our basketball plans for a party. We could have brought beer and had it here in my room, mom wouldn't have noticed anyway.'' Jk said pouting.
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RomansaWhen two brothers learn a truth that shatters them. [learn about the characters as the story advances] angst Mental health Asexual Bisexual Biromantic Aromantic longing romance brothers taejin kookjin taekook