*Shuichi pov*
There were tears starting to form in my eyes.
I wish I could go back and change things. He would still be alive if it weren't for me.
The tears were now streaming down my face and creating a puddle on my pillow. I sat there letting the tears run down my cheeks. It was so quiet, I could barely hear myself breathe.
I'm so sorry Kokichi, I really am.
If only things were different.
I reached over to my nightstand and grabbed my hat.
The emo hat, that's what Kokichi used to call it.
I slipped my fingers into a little pocket that I had put in.
And I pulled out a photo of Kokichi.
I started balling, I miss him so much. I wish I could just see him again.
Through the blurriness of my tears I saw someone,
Purple hair,
Checkered scarf,
Mischievous smile,
"Kokichi.?" I mumbled,
This was the second time I saw him.
I rubbed my eyes to get a more clear look, but he was gone.
"Nee-hee-hee!" I could hear him laugh, it was very faint. But I swear I heard it.
I'm going crazy, he's dead. I need to accept that. He is gone.
My phone buzzed, I picked it up and checked the message. It was a groupchat.
Then Miu's face popped up on my screen, she was calling me. I accepted the call and held the phone up to my ear.
"Hello?" I said, quite confused.
"Hi! I made a groupchat with me, you, Kiibo, and Tenko!" She replied.
Oh, that made more sense.
"Oh, alright, I uh- I have to go." I said quickly and ended the call. I sounded like I had been crying.
Which I had been.
But I didn't need Miu to know that.
I picked up the photo of Kokichi, I dropped it by accident. I slipped the photo right back into the little pocket.
More tears ran down my face.
Crying makes me really tired. I wanna sleep but that would fuck up my sleep schedule. It's like 3 pm and if I sleep now then I won't be able to fall asleep tonight. I'm lucky I don't have work today.
I hope I can see Kokichi again one day.
I don't even believe in the after life, but I really hope I can see him again.
That would make me so happy.
I swear I could feel someone in the room with me.
I turned around and looked.
No one.
But I was positive there was someone here with me.
I turned back around.
"Hi Shumai!~"
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//discontinued//~spirits~ (omasai/saioma)
Fanfiction(TW: Mentions of Self harm, suicide, blood, and yelling/screaming. If you are uncomfortable with any of those topics please read with caution (or don't read)) Hihi! This is the sequel for my first book! I was gonna wait to write this but I have no...
