FOREVER US||JJK FF||✔

Over?

Guilt was the only thing in my mind.

I knew I had fallen out of love yet I stayed with her.

I knew well I loved her but things feel different with Y/n.

I wanted to let go of Y/n but I didn't want to hurt her.

The pain on her appears in my mind every time I am with Ji-Hye. I knew it was wrong yet I am doing it.

I knew I had to let her go before things turned out hard.

Running my hand through my hair I went downstairs getting up from the bed.

My mind caught up in too many thoughts I didn't even know I had reached the kitchen.

"Here you go." her voice brought me out of my thoughts. Her body passed in front of me placing the plate on the table.

"Thanks Y/n..." I replied, pecking her cheeks. I sat on the chair and looked up towards her. My eyes widening at the sight.

She looked really tired.

Her face is too pale and bags under her eyes.

She hummed turning to leave. I held her wrists and got up to check on her.

"Baby...?" I questioned and she turned towards me with a small smile.

My heart clenched at the sight.

Pain and guilt stung me in an unknown way.

I was there hanging out with Ji-hye, lying to her this whole time.

I had forgotten to check on her health while all she did was to take care of me.

I had put her down as her best friend.

As her boyfriend. Something I lost a time ago.

"You have grown pale. Are you alright? Are you sick-" she cut me off immediately.

"I am fine. Jungkook."

Jungkook. It was always honey or baby before.

She looked at me almost as if she was pleading to let her go.

"No your not-"

"I am. Eat your breakfast. Your getting late for work-"

"No. I am taking a leave." I protested grabbing my phone. "Let's go to the doctor together."

"No" she grabbed my phone quickly. " You go to work. I'll go on my own"

"But..."

"Don't worry. I've got used to it."

"Used what?" I questioned her in confusion.

"Looking after myself." she replied.

There were no arguments. No yelling this time.

Just the hint. A hint that said I was never there for her. A hint that proved I failed.

And I knew it was too late.

" Go to work, Jungkook. Be careful." she said again before turning to leave.

She cared for me.

She is still loving me.

But do I?

I watched her walk until she stopped at the stairs. She turned towards me, flashing me the saddest smile I ever saw. Her eyes glossy and lower lip tucked in her teeth. She tried her best not to cry.

Did I provoke all of that?

I continue to watch her.

Her eyes telling it was all over now. Telling it was too late.

She turned her back towards me and continued to walk.

Little did I know.

She left,

Taking a part of me with her.