Make a decision (FINN WOLFHARD)

Chapter 7

Finn runs back upstairs
"They police aren't actually coming right?" I ask
"No there not." He says and laughs
"Ok good." I say and do a fake laugh.
I then walk to my bedroom. I sit on my bed. I feel so hot and I have the worst headache. It feels like every breathe of air I take I choke on. I can barely take deep breathes and start taking short quick breathes. Thinking about everything I have done.
Finn sits down next to me.
"Are you okay?" He asks
Those words just have me break down. I can't even answer. Tears flow to my eyes and I can't stop crying. Finn then pulls me into his warm chest. He hugs me so gently. He hugs me tight though it comforts me and makes me feel a bit better. He rubs my back a few times.
I finally calm down and take a deep breathe. I pull back from his hug.
"Thank you Finn." I say
"Of course " He replies
"So your probably wondering why I'm hysterical right now." I say
He nods.
"Well this is kinda super embarrassing and I don't even know why I did it. I was so so so drunk and I felt brave. So I took Noah to my bedroom. I pretty much then told him I had feelings for him and kissed him." I say
Finns eye open wide but with a slight sadness. I then take a breathe and keep going
"He- he um" I choke on the air and feel tears coming to my eyes but I suck them in and keep going "he doesn't feel the same way I feel about him." I finally say
"Oh." Finn says
That's all he has to say? Oh?
"Yea." I reply
"I didn't even know I really had feelings for him. I mean I did know but not for sure. And I knew he had a girlfriend it was so wrong of me. But I just thought he felt the same way. Like you told me he loved me so that just made me think..." I say
"I mean I wouldn't have told you that if I knew you were gonna kiss him." Finns says
"I know you probably think I'm a horrible person for doing that to Bianca." I say
"No it's not that I think it's wrong to Bianca I mean sure it is but I don't care for her. It's just I wouldn't have wanted you to kiss him." He boldly says
"Why?" I ask so confused
Why would finn care if I kissed Noah.
"I don't know. I just think you deserve better. He treats you like shit." Finn says
"Wow he's my bestfriend you know that right? Plus he has been there for me so long. Of course I'm going to love him." I reply
"Yea I know he is your bestfriend you have made it clear many times"
I just look down.
"I'm going home I'm tired" Finn says
He then starts to walk to the door
"No finn..." I say "please don't leave me alone, stay" I say
He smiles "are you sure?" He asks
"Yes I want you too" I say
I get under my covers into my bed.
"Should I sleep on the floor?" He asks
"I mean I don't mind you in the bed." I say
He bites his lip. "Alright then" he says getting into the bed
We both lay there silent finally I turn over to him.
"Good night finn." I say and kiss him in the cheek
"Good night" he says and close his eyes
I cuddle into his chest and we lay there so close together. I have never felt so safe in my life.

I wake up the next morning and Finns not in my bed. I sit up confused. Where's Finn. I got up and out of bed and decided to change since I was still in my dress. I take off my dress and I'm just in my underwear and bra. I put on a pair a shorts and stay in my bras since I woke up sweating. I walk to my bathroom Finns not there. I look all around and Finns not upstairs. He must have left early. I decide to go down stairs and get something to eat. I'm so hungover though and I have the worst headache. I walk into the kitchen where I see Finn making breakfast.
"Finn. Good morning" I say and smile sleepily
He turns around his head goes straight to my chest
"Omg I forgot I'm not wearing a shirt." I say starting to walk to the stairs
"It's fine. If your hot I don't mind" he replies
I make a surprised face but I'm definitely not surprised. Of course he doesn't care if I'm in a bra. He is a boy.
"Only if you promise to look at my face when talking to me." I say
"Of course" he says and makes eye contact with me
"So what you making?" I ask sitting at the table.
"Well I found some flour eggs and other stuff and made chocolate chip pancakes."
"Omg yum" I reply
He brings over two plates of pancakes and sets then down. I instantly dig in.
"Omg these are amazing!" I say with my mouth full
"Hahaha glad you like them." He replies
I finish the pancakes and put my plate in the sink. I walk back over to Finn.
"Wanna go upstairs and watch a movie or something?" I ask
"Yes definitely" he replies
I start to walk toward the stairs. Finn pulls my shoulder back and I face him.
"You have a little something in your face." He says
And takes his finger and wipes my cheek close to my lip.
"Thanks" I say and look down.
His fingers still in my cheek.
"Summer I-.." Finn starts saying before Noah bursts through the door.
Omg did we not lock the doors last night. Oops
"Summer we need to talk— o I guess your busy" Noah says angry
"Yea she is" Finn says
I swallow oh god.
"Excuse me Finn, but I wasn't talking to you" Noah says
"I don't really care to be honest" Finn says back
"Ok guys let's not do this"
"Yea she's right." Finn says
Noah rolls his eyes
"Can we please talk alone for a few minutes upstairs?" Noah asks
I look at Finn. "Yea." I say nervously
We both walk up the stairs. We stop in my room and sit down on the bed.
"I broke up with Bianca." Noah blurts out
My heart drops quite literally. My Head's fully spinning.
"What why!" I ask
"Because I realized something." Noah says
"What that's she's a bitch." I ask jokingly kinda
"No I knew that. I realized I liked someone else but was to scared to admit it to myself"
Omg.
"Who" I ask
"You summer. I have liked you for as long as I can remember." Noah says
Holy shit. Noah just told me he liked me!! Usually I would be thrilled. But I wasn't. Maybe because of last night or maybe because of Finn.
"Oh" tahts all I say
"Oh? That's all you have to say oh?" Noah asks
"Yea" I reply
Then Noah leans in and tries to kiss me.
I swerve my head
"I thought this is what you wanted" he says
"I was drunk last night, I wasn't thinking straight." I say
"Well neither was I. I realize I like you summer. I'm in love with you."
"Wow slow down. You can't just drop those words on someone. You can't push me and yell in my face one minute then the next break up with your girlfriend for me and tell me you — are in - love with me Noah that's not fair" I say and walk out my room.
I walk down the stairs.
I look for Finn but can't find him.
"Finn!?" I yell but no answer
Noah comes down. I see his cheeks are red and his under eyes are wet. Was he crying?
I can't believe what he just did and told me.
"I can't find Finn" I say
"Maybe he left" Noah said
"Summer did you um..sleep with hi-.." Noah asks
"No."
I just realized I was still in a bra. I mean it didn't really matter Noah was my bestfriend. But I put on a hoodie just because.
I texted Finn
Finn😍
Me- hey where are you?

"I texted Finn but he didn't reply." I say
"Same" Noah replies
"It's not like him not to answer right away" Noah says
I see the door is wide open. Where is Finn?!