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Chapter 11

Moonbyul's

I fucked up.
Literally.

Yongsun is avoiding me, for almost a week now if that's necessary to say.

I know I've gone too far for kissing her and placing a kiss mark on her neck. I admit that is really my fault and I should suffer the consequences. It's just, for the past seven years that we're together, all the pent up emotions and love I felt for her suddenly burst that I couldn't stop myself for doing those things. I've been hiding what I feel for many years now and the feeling that she already knows it but didn't judge me or cut off our friendship, it made me so damn happy.

But now I've crossed the line of our friendship and made mistakes that I shouldn't be doing in the first place. I'm so full of myself and I thought doing those kind of action are okay.

That night feels okay. We ate our dinner, I wash the dishes and help her with the remaining chores. But as the next day comes. I felt like something is wrong, that something is not right with us.

She doesn't talk to me like before, she will just make conversation if she had some questions or others that is related for our work. She's not playful like the human she is. I mean she is still playful but not to me, she's now always on hwasa or wheein's side.

The other members kept asking if something happened or did we argue. I kept saying we're good and there's nothing to worry about, that maybe she's just not in the mood.

"She's just not in the mood when you're around moonbyul unnie." I still remember what wheein have said.

And that clarifies that she really is avoiding me like I have some kind of plague that can kill just by existing. I let her do what she wants and give her time to think, to cool down. I thought she'll be okay and move on with it, but I guess not.

So now ladies and gentlemen. We are now on our first week of the series entitled, Yongsun-avoiding-Moonbyuls-ass-for-I-guess-the-rest-of-her-life-TV.

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"Are you still not gonna tell us what happened between you two?" Hwasa sat down beside moonbyul who's eating her snacks while analyzing the room's interior design. The filming of their comeback music video 'Aya' has started and the half of it is finished. They are just taking a small break before they'll continue filming again.

"I told you, there's nothing wrong between us. We're just, quiet this days. But all good so far. I promise." Moonbyul said, didn't know if that alibi is qualified.

Yongsun is in the other side of the room, doing stuffs infront of the camera for their MMMTV with wheein. The two of them are just watching the other two laugh at their own jokes. This is what moonbyul is doing for weeks now, looking Yongsun from afar and silently cheering for her.

"That's the thing unnie. Yongsun isn't the type of person who is quiet, and so are you. When you two are together, it's always fun and the mood is always light. But seeing you two together now, it feels... awkward." Hwasa stated and moonbyul couldn't agree more.

"Something definitely change." Hwasa added and focus her stare at yongsun who she have found taking small glances at moonbyul who's now sulking at her side.

Hwasa and Wheein doesn't know what Moonbyul feel for their leader but it doesn't mean they aren't aware of it. They are just waiting for moonbyul to share what she really feel for yongsun. They aren't mad at moonbyul for not sharing, they just want to give byul her privacy. They are waiting for her to be ready.

"Did you talk to her already?" Hwasa asked. She heard moonbyul sigh before she answer.

"I tried to be casual around her. Talk to her like just the normal talk we always do and she would answer, sort of. But it feels like she isn't interested. She always have excuses to get away from me." Moonbyul answered.