Chapter 122

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Qiao Lan's face suddenly changed.
It was not because Tan Mo was fighting, but Tan Mo met Ji Su.
If it weren't for what Ji Su said, how could Tan Mo fight.
When Qiao Lan ran over, she found that the classmate who had just come to report to her made a mistake. It was not that Tan Mo and Ji Su were fighting, but Ji Su was unilaterally beaten.
After all, Tan Mo had practiced, and Ji Su looked like a weak scholar. Tan Mo made Ji Su unable to beat Ji Su with one hand.
Qiao Lan was unkind and relieved, but when she heard a classmate next to her say to find the teacher, Qiao Lan quickly stepped forward and broke Tan Mo's hand holding Ji Su's neckline.
"Mo Mo, Mo Mo", Qiao Lan broke Tan Mo's hand but couldn't break it, turned her head anxiously, then called him Tan Mo, and then Tan Mo's gaze slowly moved to her face. , The hand holding Ji Su slowly loosened and held Qiao Lan.
Qiao Lan could feel Tan Mo's hands trembling, and the anger that had just been suppressed suddenly rose again. Just about to say something, Ji Su straightened his clothes and said,
"If it wasn't for you to think so, why bother to get angry and get angry directly. When you see other people around, what will they say after today, and Qiao Lan will be talked about because you can't control it because you are born like this? ..."
Tan Mo's fist clenched suddenly again. Qiao Lan turned around and saw the dean who rushed over immediately, clinging to Tan Mo's fist, "Mo Mo, Mo Mo, you are sober..."
"How is he sober?" Ji Su sneered, "You don't know him..."
"you shut up!"
Qiao Lan couldn't bear to speak.
She cant let Tan Mo stay here. If she can be completely immune to Ji Su, Tan Mo cant. What's more, Ji Su itself is a psychology student. Every sentence is poked into Tan Mos heart. Tan Mo cant decide which sentence. Was stimulated.
Qiao Lan grabbed Tan Mo's hand and said to him over and over again, "Mo Mo, obedient, you go first and wait for me in the car."
Tan Mo's gaze slowly moved down to Qiao Lan's face, staring at Qiao Lan's face for a long time, then turned and went downstairs without saying a word.
Ji Su smiled and watched Tan Mo leave, and then said to Qiao Lan, "Look, you know he is in trouble."
So let him go first.
Qiao Lan turned her head and looked up at the boy in front of her.
He was clearly harmless and gentle, but he did this kind of thing again and again.
Qiao Lan sneered, "Don't think of me with your thinking. I'm just afraid that he will be punished. If there are not so many people around, I won't say a word even if you are beaten to the hospital."
Ji Su put a smile away.
Surrounded by classmates watching the excitement, after all, both Qiao Lan and Ji Su Tanmo are celebrities in the school, both at the age of gossiping. Although it is difficult to come forward and hear what they say, it does not affect some People watch the excitement.
"You will regret it," Ji Su finally said after a moment of silence, "After many years, you will understand how correct my advice is. People with mental illness shouldn't..."
"None of this has anything to do with you," Qiao Lan interrupted Ji Su, and then paused and looked up at Ji Su suddenly, "Senior, do you know about paranoia and paranoia?"
Ji Su was taken aback for a moment, and didn't think for a moment why Qiao Lan would ask such a question.
"The more you can't get, the more you desire. I always think that I am completely right. I will never give up if I fail to achieve my goal. If my illness is more serious, I may have schizophrenia. If the seniors really have nothing to do, they have time to see Seeing a psychiatrist, its not terrible to get sick, but its terrible to run out to harm others without knowing it."
Qiao Lan didn't understand why Ji Su's inexplicable persistence was at the beginning, until she thought that Ji Su might also have a mental illness, and then she gradually had an idea.
Since I was young, I have lived in an abnormal family and I have become abnormal. This is nothing incomprehensible.
Ji Su was finally not as calm as he was before. A person who hated mental illness was suddenly told one day that he also had mental illness, and it was not so easy to accept.
Seeing Ji Su standing stiffly in place, Qiao Lan felt that her heart was finally a little more comfortable. When she turned around and left, she remembered something, turned her head and said to Ji Su.
"The professional ethics of a psychologist is not to use professional knowledge to deal with patients. Regardless of your academic success in the future, you are not worthy of becoming a psychologist. Ji Su can do it for himself."
After bypassing the crowd of classmates who watched the excitement, Qiao Lan went downstairs, took a long sigh of relief and walked to the place where Tanmo usually parked.
But when he arrived, Qiao Lan suddenly stiffened, and there was no Tanmo or car in the usual parking place.
Qiao Lan hurriedly took out her cell phone to call Tan Mo, but the cell phone was turned off after the call was made. .
There were fine snowflakes floating in the sky, falling on Qiao Lan's cheeks, Qiao Lan felt a sudden cold on her cheeks, and suddenly her whole heart trembled, and her legs became weak and unable to stand.
The dusty memory that she had forgotten was suddenly dug out.
University, freshman year, end of term, snowing.
Tan Mo, committed suicide.
Qiao Lan only felt that her mind was smashed, and her heart ached so she couldn't breathe. She didn't know where to go, but her legs had already run wildly without control.
The phone kept calling Tan Mo, but no one answered. Qiao Lan felt the tears start to fall uncontrollably. She comforted herself in her heart. Even if Ji Su really said something, Tan Mo would not do that.
He is no longer the Tanmo he used to be. He already has someone who loves him, and there are people who love him very much, so how can he be willing?
But Qiao Lan was still afraid, she was afraid of the so-called fate, and she was afraid that Tan Mo had already decided the ending in the book.
She called Tan Mo's roommate and Chen Bo Chen, but found nothing.
Qiao Lan collapsed and squatted down. I don't know how long it took, someone slowly stepped on the snow and walked in front of her.
Qiao Lan raised her head, Tan Mo stood in front of her and watched her, and squatted down slowly after a while.
Qiao Lan was stunned for a long time, then suddenly raised her hand and hit Tan Mo's arm hard, tears rolling down her cheeks.
Tan Mo did not speak, and took the person into his arms. After a long time, he touched her hair, "Be good, don't cry."
Qiao Lan cried more and more fiercely, and was pulled back from the edge of the collapse. The feeling of the rest of her life made her unable to control her emotions. She wanted to scold him and hit him, but in the end she just hugged Tan Mo tightly, like It was for fear that he would disappear again.
Tan Mo sighed, Qiao Lan kept it from him, and was angry with Qiao Lan, Ji Su's fear that stuck in the deepest heart of him, all emotions disappeared in Qiao Lan's cries.
Ji Su said that people who are born with mental illness do not deserve to have love. Qiao Lan will leave him sooner or later. No one will like a mental illness and no one will accept a mental illness for a long time.
Ji Su said that because of him, Qiao Lan was criticized, and because of him, she became lonely and disliked. She said that she could learn her favorite profession and have a rich and interesting life as other girls, not For him to give up his life and become what he is now, saying that if he really loves her, then leave her early, and there will be better and more normal people to take care of Qiao Lan.
Every sentence stuck in his heart like a knife. Tan Mo beat someone out of control for the first time. He heard the screams around him and Qiao Lan yelling his name every time to let him let go.
Let go, why let go?
Does she feel distressed or think he did something wrong?
Suddenly Tan Mo didn't want to listen anymore or see Ji Su again, he turned his head and left there.
He didn't know where he was going, he didn't dare to guess what Qiao Lan and Ji Su were talking about, and he didn't dare to wonder if Qiao Lan would leave him.
I turned off my phone because I was scared, and walked around without knowing where to go when I drove the car, until all his thoughts became calm again, Tan Mo suddenly slapped himself and turned his head to take the phone.
Seeing the countless caller ID on the phone, I turned on the phone to confirm Qiao Lan's location, and drove in the direction Qiao Lan was.
The girl sitting under the street lamp hugging her knees suddenly coincided with what she looked like three years ago.
Three years ago, he also picked up this girl who was squatting on the side of the road home, and it has since become his lifelong thought.
Tan Mo stepped forward and looked at Qiao Lan, whose face was filled with tears in a daze. His heart ached suddenly, and his distress became more painful.
Thinking of the thoughts during the chaos, Tan Mo did not dare to look at Qiao Lan's eyes again.
Carefully wiped away the tears from Qiao Lan's face, and carefully held her cheeks, even the voice became quiet.
"I'm sorry," Tan Mo said.
Qiao Lan's tears fell again.
"Why are you leaving?" Qiao Lan heard her trembling voice.
"Because I'm afraid you don't want me."
Qiao Lan grasped Tan Mo's hand tightly, and then spoke again after a long while, "Then why come back again."
"Because I love you," Tan Mo held her face, and the kiss fell gently on her lips, "Because I believe you also love me."
From the day when he was with Qiao Lan, Tan Mo could never believe that Qiao Lan would love him, let alone that Qiao Lan would love him forever, no matter how sweet they were together and how long they were together.
This was the low self-esteem he couldn't avoid when facing Qiao Lan.
But until today, Tan Mo realized that he didn't know when he had begun to believe that Qiao Lan also liked him and loved him.
This girl used her actions and intentions to make him settle in the harbor of love.
r Let him no longer be worried and disturbed.
As long as he thinks of the name Qiao Lan, he feels extremely relieved and warm.
So how could such Qiao Lan not want him?
Because I love you, so I will not leave you.
I thought I knew you loved me, so I would never leave you.
Tan Mo knelt down and carried the crying **** his back.
"Let's get down", to stabilize the back of the person lying on his back, step by step step by step on the snow that gradually accumulates and thicken under his feet, feeling Qiao Lan tightly holding his hands and a smile on her lips. meaning.
Get down.
Together we will,
Come back home.

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