Reincarnation? // analogical love story//

It was all after the crash..

TW: Realitation of sucide, upsetting sentences, mention and talking of death, arguing, mentions of medication, anger issues and angst!.

Logan unfortunatly woke up to yelling. He saw this coming, but didnt want to believe it would happen. But whatever they where yelling about  was not the the same reason Logan thought.

"Are you serious Remus!! He would never do that!!.." Virgil screamed.

His eyes blurred with tears and he was more upset than angry. Remus was crying, crying and yelling. Anger bolied his heart at the Realitation of what Logan had really done.

"HE WOULD!! And he did Virgil!!!" Remus shouted.

He felt weak and he didnt want to argue, but Virgil had to see it aswell. He just had to understand.

Logan stood at the doorway. He did not want to get inbetween this. He couldnt stop it if he tried.

"He didnt commit!! He would never do that!!! Not after the fight!..no.." Virgil cried.

He dropped to his knees and mumbled nonsences.

'He didnt..he didnt..'

The words reapted and echoed across the flat. Logan wasnt sure what they where talking about exactly, but it didnt seem right. He felt like he had something to do with it. Maybe it had something to do with his death.

Remus looked over at Logan in tears. He stomped over to him and picked him up.

"Why did you do it!" He shouted.

Logan was confused. He didnt understand.

"Why did you kill yourself!" Remus yelled and looked away from the kitten.

Logan realised what it ment.

"Logan..please.." Remus mumbled. "Tell me.."

Logan looked at Remus with a sad look. He new why. He figured out how he died that night. He looked away from Remus guilty. Remus eyes widened, he was right.

"Why did i have to be right..why?.." Remus cried.

Virgil realised it too. They needed a beak. All of them did.

-Timeskip-

It wasn't the fight..hell it wasn't because of his friends at all, it was his parents and Skinner. Yet he would never admit it.

Sure Skinner and Logan were brothers and they had small arguments, but being polar opposite of eachover Skinner and Logan clashed more than he'd like to mention, as of right now.

"Skinner-"

"You ran off because he yelled at you about how a treated you? Seriously!? Are you seriously THAT much of a puss?"

Skinner scoffed.

"Your off ypur medication again arent you.?"

Logan sighed.

"Am I right.?"

"What would YOU know about that!? Your never here! And mum and dad have just given up on trying to call you! Do- do..you not care?..or something.."

Skinner's rage softly turned into sadness.

"No! No that's not it. Mum and dad dont care about how i am. You know they picked favourites.."

Logan sighed.

They pushed him away as soon as he went to University, like he knew they would, yet it still hurt.

"No! I- "

Skinner sobbed.

"Just. Leave."

"Skinner..you don't und-"

"LEAVE! FUCKING HELL JUST LEAVE ALREADY..!"

..

"Alright..seeya then little brother.."

Logan didn't know why his self esteem went so low after that, but he thought if he truly "left" no-one would be so sad, Virgil would feel better and Skinner would finally get the praise he deserved from their parents.

So he crossed the road, headphones in listening to an old song Virgil and him used to listen to when they first met.

Everything hurt for a second, than peace, his body was no longer heavy and he blacked out, he wasnt in pain anymore..

-

Present time,

"I didn't want to believe you..I was still so full of grief.."

Virgil sniffed and held back tears.

"It's okay, I didn't want to believe THIS.."

Remus responded with a soft sigh.

Logan meowed and his two friends looked at him with sorrow and forgiveness.

"You didnt want to hurt us did you..you didn't know how this would turn out...you just thought it would fix everyones problems.."

Virgil sobbed and begun to cry again.

Logan sat on his lap and passed at his tears.

'I'm sorry..I wasn't thinking..'

"We should have seen that everything was to much..I should of noticed..I knew you were upset. I just.."

Remus grumbled to himself.

Logan huffed and mowed loudly.

"You dont want us to blame ourselves do you.."

Remus chuckled and teared up.

"No..No I don't.. you mean to much to me for this to be your fault..i should of thought before deciding this was downright choice."

Is what he would of said, but all he could do was meow and nod.

"Do we..tell the others?.."

Virgil hummed and picked Logan up so he could properly hug him.

"I..I don't know?."

Remus responded as he grabbed a tissue and dried his tears.

" Wait- i-i...I kissed you on the head so many Times- I'm so sorry Logan!!"

Virgil panicked and teared up again.

"I didn't know and you probably didn't like it!! And, an-"

Logan licked his cheek and purred. Virgil paused and sobbed. Logan stayed close to him and Remus as they all cried, even if Logan couldnt properly express the feeling..