Promise Me

Chapter 7

Colleens POV
I feel really bad about Josh and I's fight. I don't feel like myself anymore. Without Josh, my life feels completely different. I feel alone now.
"Colleen don't worry, it will all be ok!" Kory says as he gives me a hug.
"B-B-But it won't be ok. I'm not engaged a-a-anymore." I say as I sobb into his shoulder.
"Colleen. look at me and trust my words. Josh shouldn't treat you like that. You deserve lots of respect." Kory says
"Thank you Kory. But I just don't know what to do now. I have no place to sleep tonight." I say wiping my tears away.
"Oh girl don't worry about that sweet cheeks! You can stay at Korys luxury apartment suite." He says with a sassy tone
"Thanks Kory. You always know how to make me laugh." I say.
Kory and I get hungry, so we decide to go through Taco Bell. When returned to his apartment, I forgot today was Friday and I didn't even make a video. I have absolutely nothing to film with. But thank god Kory has a camera. Kory told me to just make a quick apology video, so I did. I went into Korys room and started filming.
"Hey guys. so you would be expecting to see a fun Friday video, but I don't have one this week. Lots of things have changed in my life during this week, and I totally forgot to make a video. I hope you guys understand, and please tune in to Tuesday for a Colleens Corner. love you guys, byeee!" I turn off the camera and sigh. I think about Josh. I wonder how he is taking all of this...
I still love Josh a lot, I wish he never got so angry. I start to feel my eyes water. I can't stop thinking about Josh. I feel my heart tear into spreads, and that's when I start sobbing into my hands. I feel like something is wrong with Josh, and that I should go back.
"Kory I gotta go." I say
"Where are you going?" He gets up from the couch.
"I'm going to check on Josh, I don't feel right." I say.
"Alright." He says.
I speed home in my car, I grab my keys and unlock the apartment door.
"JOSH" I yell
"JOSH!" I yell once more
"JOSHUA?!!" I start to freak out
I see that the bathroom light is on, so I walk into the bathroom. And that's when everything changed.

{hours earlier}

Josh's POV
I can't believe that this is happening to me right now. My Fiancée hates me, actually, she's not my fiancée anymore. I pick up her ring and just start crying my heart out. why. why did I have to be such a jerk? She dosent deserve me. I don't want to be here anymore. I just can't take it.
I go into the bathroom and take out my razor. I stare into the mirror.
"It's all over now." I whisper.
I take the razor and slit it on my wrist. Blood starts to come out, but I don't feel any better. I do 5 more cuts and I just don't feel better. I look at my wrist and I see that it's all red and bloody. Colleen hates me. I know it for sure. I bet she never wants to see me again. I'm such a jerk, and I don't deserve to live in this cruel world anymore.
I go out of the bathroom and into my medicine cabinet. I take all of the pain killers and take them into the bathroom with a water bottle. I take one after one after one. I just got this bottle yesterday and now it's all gone. About a minute later I start to not breath as well. I'm wheezing, and coughing. I felt dizzy and sick to my stomach. I look around and there is blood everywhere. I here the apartment door opening, and I instantly know who it is.
"COLLEEN!" I say, but there is no words coming out of my mouth. My ears are ringing and it's getting louder. Just about 5 seconds later, I stop breathing and the whole world goes black.