falling

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I know in my mind,
That I never got over you.
Something I cant find,
Nothing I can do.
I cant keep on fallin'.

I cant help to think that I'm starting to be the problem.
I keep on falling, still havent hit the bottom.
The world wont let me be happy, I cannot hope.
I cannot push through anymore, because I cannot cope.
I knew something was up, when it took all day til you replied.
You told me you was down, but there was no reason, you lied.
I thought it would happen. I thought you would slide.
We wasn't talking that long, but I cried.
Not over you, but over the fact that you broke my pride.
Thought I could come out of the room where I was trapped inside.
Than my friends ask me, "tf Is Wrong with you Adam, I dont get it".
But personally I been through so much, so gimme some credit.
"Just move on, not worth your time. It cant affect you if you dont let it".
Yet everytime I think I can be happy, this world reminds me I'm pathetic.

I know in my mind,
That I never got over you.
Something I cant find,
Nothing I can do.
I cant keep on fallin'.

You tell me you dont wanna talk, so I say oh, okay.
I dont rebutle you leaving me, in your cold ways.
Tell me why people never love me back?
I text em have a great day, but I never get that.
You tell me I'm just tryna change your mind... yeah, because I care.
I just wish that you were more aware.
Instead you just sit their and stare.
I'm starting to think love isnt fair.
Its starting to come off as an affair.
Its starting to be something I wouldnt dare.
I wish I was strong enough to ask you to stay.
But it seems I'm not enough for that. And I'm getting in your way.
So now... I dont know what to do.
Why'd you have to lie? Tell me truth.
Why you making me blue?
I dont know what to do.
Tell me why you wont love me back,
But dont say it's my past, I apologized for all of that.
I'm sorry I cant change the way i decided to act.

I know in my mind,
That I never got over you.
Something I cant find,
Nothing I can do.
I cant keep on fallin'.
...
Falling... down.

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