Try to kill myself, but I wont stop breathing.
And I wish people would stay, but they keep on leaving.
And I'm knocked down, but I'm alright.
I ain't butt hurt.
I got some wounds, but I been through way wrose.
My spirit still burning bright, prolly cuase I burned some bridges.
My whole life has been a winter. I've seen cold, I've seen frigid.
I dont take L's. I take Lessons. Not that old, but I've seen vicious.
I've made mistakes. I've made good decisions.
And you if you wanna, you can find me in the dark, lying under the stars.
Very far. Pitch black. So you dont have to see my scars.
You tell my that you love me, but how am I supposed to know?
You say this and that, but you never show!
Last night was a car crash, cant keep going down this road.
We make up, than we break up. Were loosing control.
Trust can take years to build and seconds to break.
Like a dream can be seconds, but it's only hours your not awake.
And I've lost myself. Confused who I am, with who I want to be.
And I need some help. My depression still screams.
And I've lost you too... you're drifting away from me.
Plenty of hindsight in 2020... still haven't chased my dreams.
Haven't found love yet, they tell me to keep waitin'.
But my heart just keeps on breakin'.
Thought I had some, must've been mistaken.
And things keep on changing. I hate changing.
I'm starting to loose hope...
Living In a shadow.
And everyone is gone.
Now I'm all...alone.
Nothing left but a shadow.
