~Chapter 19~

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Hanji's pov
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In the middle of the night, I was awakened by the warmth of someone else body on me

"Huh"- I said as my eye 's tried to adjust to the moonlight that somehow shined through my window

"Just fucken sleep, Hanji " - Levi's voice said as his arm grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him

"..What's this?."- I asked turning around so I could face him

" you seemed lonely "- he mumbled as he tried to turn around

I giggled like a little school girl who was being asked out

why did this feel so pure? Why did this feel so right?

" guess I'll be big spoon now "- I chuckled

Levi turned around

Suddenly I noticed there wasn't much space between us

Our lips were so close but yet so far apart from eachother

Was it wrong for me to have fallen in love with a man who doesn't want me?

The air thickened with lust

The pure as silly intentions were long gone as levi pulled me into a harsh and sloppy kiss

His lips were soft and warm

They gave me a comforting feeling

They made my heart bounce with joy

" you looked more than decent at the party...you looked beautiful "- Levi said as his cheeks showed hints of pink

Those words made my heart flutter with joy

As he kisses my neck and claimed me with kisses, suddenly I start to smell that black tea smell he always had

I always adored how he smelled like fresh tea

Suddenly,  I picked up another scent....

A women's scent, it was sweet and fruity-like... And it smelled almost exactly like petra

It was faint but it was still there

I froze in place finally realizing what I was doing was wrong...

I was kissing and loving a man that would never belong to me

" Hanji, are you okay ?" levi said stopping as he touched my cheek

Why does he touch still make me feel butterfly's in my stomach?

" Levi  ... This is wrong, you made it clear that you chose petra over me and I thought I understood yet here I am over stepping the line... It's not far to petra or you "- I said sitting up and looking at his ever so beautiful eyes

" I have to respect you and petra relationship ....gosh I was so selfish I keep thinking about how I feel and I kept getting mad at you because you didn't feel the same...i'm sorry"- I said

Levi didn't owe me shit... I can't force him to love me...
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-Levi's pov-
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Here she is apologizing for a mistake I made...

Why does she away have to put others first?..

I guess that the reason I fell for her, well one reason out of many..

" Hanji "- was all that left my pathetic excuse of a mouth

Why can't my heart speak for once? Why do I have to be a pathetic excuse for a man?

" I guess it's best for us just to stay friends, and nothing more " - I said

"Yeah "- Hanji nodded giving me a slight smile

Why did I have to fall in love with you?

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-to be continued
Psa: I wrote this at 4 am so if it has any mistakes I apologize

Also if you read this story before the revamp and your are confused about why I'm redoing this "arc" of the story it's because it was a shitty for me as a writer to make levi somehow a hero that can fix any problem and erase any trauma in hanji's life

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