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Hanji's POV —————————————————————————
I woke up with my nose all stuffy from crying last night and my eyes are puffy from it Not only that the biggest headache of my life
After blowing my nose a couple times and de-puffing my face along with doing my morning routine. I check my phone to see messages left by Levi asking if it's okay if he speaks to me today
I feel confused on why, a part of me want to talk to him... That same part of me yearns for his love and affection
The other part of me is filled with rage... How could he ever make it up for all the pain he has caused me
But I guess it was just the fact I still loved him...
Unrequited love a hurtful thing that I wish I never had experienced
---- After taking a nice warm and need shower I changed into a navy blue sweater and flow/lose fitting jogger with a cream link running down the sides
It was a rather comfy look yet still in a way stylish
I walk out the door only to be met with Petra right in front of it
I look down at her petite figure
She so feminine....my thought stray off into self hatred
What if I was more like her...
Would he have chosen me ?
"Hi Hanji "- she said timidly catching my attention
She seemed anxious... Was she here to confront me?
" uhh Hello Petra " - i said in a soft tone to not alarm her
She looked up at me with her big hazel doe eyes and smiled
" I dumped levi ... I know it's out of the blue to say...." - She said biting her lip
The air started feeling tense and a something in my heart felt like it was being shattered once more
" Hey! We should go to the Heart of leafs garden !I wanna show you something to cheer you up " she giggled... She somehow spontaneously made the atmosphere around her lighten up
I smiled " I would love to petra"
I see she just came here to befriend me
It felt nice and freeing that there was no hard feeling between me and her
She gave me a hug and her pink cheeks grazed my shoulder
" thank you hanji I'll meet you there "- She said as she soon ran off
She's even more lovely that I thought....
------ After the encounter with Petra I went downtown to a new sub place to get something to eat
As I was walking out the door I feel my arm being pulled
I turn around to be met with Him...
Levi...why? My day was going so well without being reminded of him...
My heart started pounding as I looked back at him
" Hey... You have every right to feel hatred for me but I want to talk things through you tomorrow...to give you clarity in a way " - He said looking into my eyes
He looked like he had gone through it... His eyes seemed sadder than usual
" I'll see..." I said trying my best not to stutter my words
I felt a wave of sadness I wanted to scream and cry...but why??
He glanced at me one more time before nodding and leaving me
