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Reminder
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They are in thier early twenties in this timeline
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Levi's pov
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As I entered my home I couldn't help but think of HanjiIf I had told her my true feeling would things have been different?
She the only person I've ever loved romantically?
She is technically my first and only love
Yet why do I keep pushing her away?
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Message
-----------------Hanji ❣︎
Hey levi , I was wondering if you would be willing to meet up this Friday
I stared at my phone wondering why she even wants to see my face then it hit me, it would be the anniversary of our friendshipI smiled and started typing
Levi
Sure , why not____________________________________
Chat end
____________________________________The day we met was a day I don't think I could ever forget
It seemed like one of those scenes from those cliche romance movies you see
But it truly was the day my life changed for the better
I remember Hanji coming in to my life and changing it
As if everything had been recolored , I was able to see the world in a new light
Even though I was older she taught me what love could feel like
And what loving someone is , it pains me to have to keep her away ?
She was the person who cared for me all throughout these years
Now that I think about it , I've always been in love with her , I just never noticed it
From the moment my life was met with hers I was inlove with her
I mean was is there not admire ? Her personality, her eyes
She the only girl I've ever seen myself being able to have a future with
Being able to raise a family with
She's the only girl let alone person I've ever had a crush on which is unusual , ever since meeting her I haven't been able to feel attraction toward others romantically
Even if part of me want to do all those cliche things with her I can't
And it hurt , I hate being selfish because she is being happy with another guy
I hate the feeling of seeing the person I've cared for be with someone else
But it's my fault
I pushed her away , I was a selfish ass hole I made her feel so shitty
I made her blame herself for my wrong doing
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Authors note
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Did you guys miss me ? LolAnyways I'm finally done with finals and I shall be returning every week are so <33
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Heather - Levihan
FanfictionReeditiing in 2024 Artist credited to: drink you fucking milk on tumbler Modern Au