"And what it if it is levi? What makes you so sure you can replace the feeling I have for him? "- I said looking into farlans eyes
I wanted to give him more time to redeem himself but he just radiates an asshole vibe
"And what makes you so sure your gonna be able to get rid of that feeling doll? That jealously is gonna eat you up " - Farlan Smirked
It took me a minute until I finally realizes what type of man Farlan was
He wasn't a man he was a bitch boy who preyed on naive girls, it took me long enough to realize it
" what is having sex with you gonna solve? It will just make my life worse, 'll have zero satisfaction " - I said
" come on doll, just try fake dating me for a while, " he said getting closer to my neck
" afraid you might end up falling for another playboy " - he said kissing my neck and rubbing my thigh
" fine, let's play this little dating game, and I'm not afraid I'm sad that I'll have to be seen with you "- I said getting him off my neck
" I'll use your little heart to gain my own emotional stability "- I said bluffing, even if he was an asshole I couldn't hurt anyone emotional on purpose
"Perfect, ill see you later? "- he said grinning And looking towards his phone
I could see he was texting another girl back but honestly, I could care less, I have or had no romantic feelings for him I don't even see him as a friend so why should I get jealous ?
"Goodbye my perfect darling, ill text you for our date tomorrow "- he said existing my dorm
- 11:30 pm 23:30 pm - As I laid in my bed I couldn't help but rethink all of my choices
Was I doing something wrong my whole life?
Unfortunately thinking about my past made me keep thinking of Levi, and how he warmed up to me over the years
Even after all that... He still
Picked her
And loved her
---------------- Authors note -----------------
Sorry for not updating, currently busy with life
Updates this week : Heather ( Levi x Hanji) Pretty girl ( Hanji x reader ) How could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine ( Tsukishima x reader ) Loverboy (Tsukishima x reader )
Totally not advising you to read my tsukishima books wink ( please read them they deserve more love )
