That makes two of us... Shirou x Reader (BNA)

4. Nightmare fuel

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𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐨𝐮 𝐏𝐎𝐕
What should I do. Why is my head so clouded. Why can't I think straight?!  I just knelt there holding them in my arms.

"We'll call the ambul-" Melissa started to say

"No!" I interrupted

Melissa looked quite shocked by what I said

"I don't trust them.  They'll stay here, I'm sure they'll be fine"

Why was I so appalled by the idea of sending them into someone else's care. What was i so afraid from??.

Alan

"𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆, 𝒊 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒈𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏"

Their words echoed in my head like a curse. I was so
useless. I could've stopped this....somehow?!

I was too emotionally unstable right now, I don't know why I'm losing my calm so much. I don't even care what Melissa or jem think about me right now.
But I know I must look like a complete wreck that's for sure.

"I'll take them into my room so I can keep a close eye on them"

"Oh ok then Shirou. What can we do to help?"

I could feel the warmth radiating off their head and remembered that they preferred to be cold due to them being an arctic fox beastman

"Could you get a cold, wet flannel for their head....please"

"I'll get it" jem stated as he rushed off quickly

I picked (y/n) up and noticed that what held the door back was their blanket. I felt a slight smile and redness attach to my face for a second as they thought about me when doing that.

When I got into my office, I placed them down on my red couch carefully. I propped a pillow up behind their head and then Melissa brought the fan in.

"Thank you"

As I set up the fan, Jem came back in with the cold flannel

I took it off him and nodded and then precisely placed it on their head.

"Me and jem will leave now. Tell us any updates"

"Okay..."

When they left the room I sighed and felt a tear treacle down my cheek.

"I don't know why I'm acting like this (y/n), and I was confused as to why you weren't able to pick a personality, when I'm completely slanted...haha"

That laugh was purely just to try and cover up the fact to myself that this was just a joke. That they were fine and this is normal.

They're just unconscious but what if they didn't wake up. It would be my fault for not seeking medical help. I'm sure they're fine...right?

12 hours later

It's been 12 hours. They're not responding but they are breathing. The room is so cold yet they're still boiling hot. I keep replacing the cold flannel and I haven't left their side.